new arrival

wanting daddy home

India was back home, back into her old room, back into her old routine but now in a new life a life with out her Daddy around India had not seen her daddy since that night at Paul's John was in New York with Yoko and they have not contacted me at all.

I love being back home and being with mummie again but she now has 2 kids to look after and with Hollie being so young she takes up alot of mums time which leaves me alone most of the time and it those times i miss daddy and Paul. I wish that mummy and daddy would love each other again and live with each other and things could be like they used to be.

i was on my own again while mum played with hollie and i was trying hard to think of way to get my daddy back again i needed something to happen which would mean that daddy had to come home which is when i remembered i was allergic to peanuts when i was younger i ate a peanut and i ended up in hospital and when i woke up daddy was there. that's when the idea hit me if i ate a peanut again then when i woke up daddy would be there.

i waited until mummie took Hollie into her room for a nap and i quietly went into the kitchen and i stood on a small step my mother brought so i can reach the cupboards as i was so small and i opened the cupboard hoping to find something with peanuts here and i saw at the very back a jar of peanut butter which was my dads which he was only allowed to eat when i was at school and no where near him. I grabbed the jar and stepped off my stool and grabbed a spoon and took out a huge spoon full of peanut butter and ate it

" see you soon daddy" i said 

After a few minutes India felt her throat get a bit tight and she found it hard to breath she began to cough and her eyes began to water

"Cynthia sighed she was relieved that she finally got Hollie to sleep Cynthia felt exhausted looking after to kids was hard work. she walked into the kitchen to make herself a cup of tea and found India lying on the ground choking and gasping for air

" oh my god India whats happened what's wrong?'

Cynthia ran over to India and scanned the room looking to see what happened and thats when she saw the open jar of peanut butter

" oh my god your allergic to peanuts "

Cynthia ran over to the phone and rang for an ambulance and once she had given them all the details needed she ran straight over to India who was struggling so hard for breath 

" keep breathing sweetie please just keep breathing"

India faintly heard her mother's words but she was growing so much weaker that she was finding it hard to keep her eyes awake when she could not fight no more and she closed her tiny eyes