chap 44

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     Again sorry if these chapters have been short a lot of things have been happening lately but they'll get better
      This was it. The day the guys and Ashley got back from tour and I was glad, beyond glad I was super fucking excited to see everyone again, mainly Ashley.  Four months with out Ashley was really hard,  I missed him to much. Taylor and I did work on her new song which was actually pretty good and it's was more on the rock side then anything,  only a few people had a controversy with it but I could care less and Kanye practically humiliated himself when he soon realized when I was ignoring him,  and that was worth it in my book. But it didn't keep me one hundred percent busy like I expected and  I kept getting a bit distracted and my hands hurt from all the signings that I had done on our albums we were about to release along with t shirts for Holy Sin.  All I needed was Ashley to sign them before we could send them out but that wouldn't be a while
     I was currently at the luggage claim waiting for Ashley and the guys with Juniper. I had definitely gotten bigger and I was sad because I couldn't wear my pants but I did get to wear sweat pants so that was a good thing. But on top of me getting bigger I also had weird cravings such as pizza and pickles and caramel ice cream and my mood swings were way out of wack,  one minute I would be fine and then the next I was about to murder somebody for taking my pillow or something like that.  And it didn't help that every five seconds I had to go back to the bathrooms
           "I'm sort of nervous" Juniper said.  I looked at her
       "Vhy? " I asked. She shrugged
       "It's been four months since CC last saw Jared and I'm sort of nervous on CC's reaction" Juniper answered
     "Juniper I'm sure CC vill be excited after all it is also his kid and he hasn't seen him or held him in a long time. Their is no need to vorry about anything" I said as I set my hand on her shoulder comfortingly
     "You're probably right, I'm just over reacting" Juniper said
      "I'm not always right.  Besides I do know CC, he is my band mate after all" I said.  She chuckled as she held Jared close to her,  deciding to leave the car seat in the car. People bustled around,  busy as usual and sometimes being rude as they bumped into people and some just on their phones not even  giving a care in the world to pay attention to what was around them.
      "Baby girl" I heard Ashley call out.  Instantly my head snapped up in that direction and I looked over,  my heart racing wildly and my eyes wide. I smiled as Ashley ran over and enveloped me in a big bear hug.  His eyes sparked before I felt Ashley's lips cover mine as he kissed  me passionately. I kissed back as I wrapped my arms around his neck before I heard the guys,  CC gasping,  most likely because he saw Jared. Ashley broke the kiss and looked at me with the same sparkle in his eyes that made me grin wildly
      "I missed you so much,  you wouldn't believe how much I did" Ashley said softly.
       "I missed you too Outlaw" I said. Ashley grinned before he got down on his knees and placed his hands on both sides of my stomach as the guys stood next to us. I looked over at CC who had the biggest grin on his face,  eyes sparking and filled with love,  as he held Jared in his arms.
        "Hey guys, how are you? Daddy's back. Did you keep mommy company like I asked? I bet you guys gave her lots of company seeing she got sad while I was gone. I hope she didn't give you any problems" Ashley said chuckling.  I playfully slapped the back of his head but I couldn't help but smile as I looked down at him  "you guys did a great job.  I missed you though.  I missed all of you but I'm back now and I'm not going to leave y'all alone,  I'm going to be clingy and I can't wait to see you guys I feel like this welcome has been too long overdue" And with that he kissed my stomach softly.
       "Awwww" Jinxx said as Ashley got up and grabbed his bag as he held my hand tightly "that's adorable. Our family is growing bigger and bigger, pretty soon I'm going to be an uncle"
       "I'm crying tears of joy,  this is beautiful" Jake said   "and I still have to meet Maria"
         "It is.  Now where is my hug" Andy said playfully as he walked up, his casual smirk on his face.  I laughed as I leaved over and hugged Andy
        "How have you been Andy ? " I asked
       "Good" Andy replied casually as I broke the hug
        "Well I'll see you later Anubis,  I'm tired and I know CC is too.  I had fun staying with you" Juniper said as she hugged me.  I hugged back and smiled
     "Alright. And thanks for staying vith me I had a great time,  you're velcome at our house anytime.  My house is your house" I said before she broke the hug
    "Peace" She said
      "Bye CC,  have fun" I said as I smiled.  He looked up at me happily
     "Of course.  You too and don't do anything to hurt yourself either" He said as Juniper grabbed his bag
       "I vill" I answered as they walked off before I looked back at the guys "so how vas your flight? " I asked as we all walked to go get their big suit cases
        "It was awfulllllllllllll" Jinxx groaned  "their was this one kid behind me who kept kicking my seat and  kept throwing  tantrums. A thirteen year old kid shouldn't be doing that"
       "That's why I put my head phones in" Jake said laughing "but I did want to murder that kid.  He was really rude"
        "I just slept" Andy said.  Jake snorted as Jinxx and Ashley laughed
         "You slept for a majority of the tour dude it was almost like you were bored over there although we all know you weren't" Jinxx said
           "That's true. I bet you won't sleep at the bar again will you? " Ashley teased as Andy's face went red
        "Shut up we don't talk about that ever" Andy said
       "Talk about vhat? " I asked
      "Oh you know how-" Jake starts before Andy clamped his hand over Jakes mouth quickly
        "Never again or it'll be the last thing you ever say" Andy said completely embarrassed. I chuckled before Andy removed his hand
       "But it would be so worth it" Jake replied
     "To you maybe but not for me.  That's something I don't want to remember" Andy said.
      "Question. Did any of you know Eva had a older twin sister named Scarlett? " I asked
       "No why? " Jinxx asked.
      "I thought you knew.  You'd have to meet her,  she's pretty cool and nothing like Eva" I said
        "Ahh" Jake said
        "So anyways I take it that you guys had a good time" I said as we waited for a few minutes before they grabbed their bags and we headed towards the parking lot
          "We definitely had a great time" Jinxx said "but right now I'm looking forward to just getting home and relaxing"
           "I'm having a lazy day,  I'm not even going to unpack at all when I get home" Ashley said as we stepped outside
         "You know I'm going to make you do it anyways" I said " I still have laundry to get done "
         " Of course you do" Ashley said as he squeezed my hand
           "Well this is where we part ways" Jake said " I'll see y'all later"
          "Bye guys" Jinxx said as they walked in the opposite directions. Andy smiled and waved  as he began walking off
         "I'll catch you guys later" He said before turning back around.  I looked up at Ashley and smiled.
         "You ready? " I asked.  He smiled
        "More then ready.  I'll drive though" He said before we walked out to the car,  hands intertwined
        "So how vas tour? Anything interesting happen? " I asked as I unlocked the car,  which was  a couple of cars away from the entrance.  Ashley threw his bags in the trunk before I sat in the passenger seat as he got in the drivers seat and pulled out
         "Tour was good as it always was.  CC started his prank wars again but nothing really interesting happened " He said casually "oh wait there was one thing.  Apparently this guy somehow got past security and got on stage buck ass naked in France"
         "That sounds like tons of fun.  Leave it to the French to roam the streets naked" I said,  the last part jokingly,
        "You know i found this really sexy dress that would look amazing on you in Italy but I knew you would kill me if I even got it for you" He said as he glanced at me
       "And just how Inappropriate vas it? " I asked cocking an eyebrow
      "Well let's just say it stops at your ass and a lot of cleavage and boobs would be showing" He said
       "See I vould have vorn it at home only for you. But then again it vould be gone and off by the time I had it on" I pointed out. Ashley groaned
       "Don't tease me baby girl,  I haven't done anything with you for eight months and its killing me. I've thought about every new thing I've wanted to do on you and as soon as we have some private,  uninterrupted, quality time together I am not holding back at all" He said dangerously low.  I felt a shiver run down my back and just to tease him a bit I quickly pulled my shirt down some as he glanced over
     "Oh daddy. I've missed your touch so much,  I can't vait until next time" I purred.  His grip on the steering wheel tightened,  his knuckles practically turning white as he looked at me
      "Just wait" He growled. I laughed
       "I love how you turned a nice loving velcome home into a sexual one" I said laughing
      "Do you forget who you're talking to? " Ashley said chuckling "so how is you and Taylor's project going? "
      "It's long but it's coming out great" I replied. We talked all the way home, catching up with every thing that we missed.  He told me the adventures that they had over in Europe while I told him of the adventures that we had at home and how we needed a new chair because Juniper had broken the last one when she knocked out Samson. When we got home I started doing the dishes and sweeping as Ashley went upstairs to unpack.  After I did the laundry, which took like an hour total,  I started walking around,  pacing,  as Ashley sat on the couch.  The reason i was pacing was because dad hadn't called in the months Ashley was gone and I was starting to panic. I didn't know what happened and one thing that I knew for sure it that dad would never break a promise,  I had a gut feeling something was wrong but I just couldn't place it
       "Relax mama,  come and sit down" Ashley said soothingly
         "Easy for you to say" I grumbled as I looked at him.  I walked over and sat between his legs,  propping my feet up on the couch.  Ashley wrapped his arms around my waist lovingly as I placed my hands on his
      "What's wrong mama? " He asked as he kissed my forehead
        "Every thing hurts,  being pregnant hurts,  I got no sleep last night,  it isn't fun being pregnant that's for sure.  And I have no idea vhere dad is or vhats going on vith him" I said
        "I'm sorry.  Is there anything I can do? " He asked.
     "Not really" I said "but thanks for the offer I appreciate the help"
       "It's not a problem.  I want my mama to be relaxed and besides I'm sure your dad is fine he always is"
         "Vhy do you call me that? " I asked curiously
         "Call you what?  Mama? "
         "Yea"
          "Well because you're my baby mama,  and you're about to be a mom soon.  Do you not like it? "
        "No no,  I like how it sounds" I said as I turned my head to look at him as I saw his little smirk "it sends shivers down my spine"
        "Well you better get used to hearing it" He said chuckling before he placed a gentle kiss just under my jaw and  on my neck
       "Like you used to being called daddy? " I asked
       "Well with you it just really, really turns me on,  but I've been called dad before"
        "Oh yeah? "
         "Yup" He said smiling as one hand rubbed my back, slowly working out the knots.  All the sudden I felt something similar to water rush down my thighs though my sweatpants. My eyes widened as I realized what was happening
        "Ashley" I said
        "Yes? " He asked humming
        "My vater just broke" I said. Instantly he got up and how he was so calm yet so frantic he grabbed the keys and got me to the car,  setting me in the back seat before he got in the front seat and hauled ass to the hospital.  Before I knew it I felt searing pain rip through my body and I cried out in pain,  I was in labor. It was wave after wave and it hurt,  it was the worst thing I felt in my life and something told me it was only going to get worse. Once we made it to the hospital Ashley got me out and helped me inside, me leaning on him
       "What's happening? " One of the nurses asked as she walked up to us
       "What else does it look like?  My wife's going into labor" Ashley snapped a bit. Before I could even process what was happening mainly because of the pain of the contractions I found myself in a blue hospital gown on a bed with my legs open and propped up and wires and monitors surrounding me. Nurses and a doctor was around my legs as Ashley Sat next to me holding my hand. I squeezed his hand and the plastic gray bed post as another wave of pain ripped through me
       "Come on keep pushing you're almost there" One of the nurses said as she looked at me
      "Breathe baby girl just take a deep breath in" Ashley said trying to sooth me
     "(1) nicht, sie denken, dass ich Versuche Gott Teufel noch Mal diese schmerzt so viel" I cried as I threw my head back on the pillow as sweat  covered my body.  I felt the blood against my thighs as I pushed again
       "Come on that's it keep it coming" The doctor said
       "You're doing great beautiful,  just a few more pushes and you'll be done" Ashley said
        "Push" One of the other nurses said
       "(2) was Teil ich Versuche nicht, sie verstehen, letzte Mal, wenn ich überprüft ich war auf dem Bett schieben Kinder an mich nicht sie, nicht sagen sie mir zu schieben" I cried out my grip tightening on Ashley's hand. I actually thought I was going to break his hand "(3) warum ... warum ich denken dies war eine gute Idee machen es zu stoppen, nur machen es Stop es schmerzt so viel"
    "Come on baby girl,  you're almost there just calm down" Ashley said.
       "Aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh.... (4) Sag mir nicht, beruhige dich, du hast mir das angetan, du hast mich durch diese Hölle gebracht" I screamed as I felt a babies body slowly push through and my screaming only got louder feeling myself rip apart. A cry filled the room and my ears hurt as my heart Raced in my chest.  I looked up through my heavy lidded eyes to see a nurse cleaning off a tiny crying baby.
        "You just have one more to go.  Push" The doctor said.
      "Come on baby girl,  just one more.  You're so close to being done" Ashley said. I pushed as hard as I could.  Unlike the first time this slipped with ease as another cry filled the room and I fell back on the pillow,  my throat sore as I caught my breath.  I looked at Ashley who had the happiest face I've ever seen in my life it was like out wedding day
     "You did it baby girl, we're a family now" Ashley said as I looked at him,  my hand shaking
     "I'm so sorry for your hand.... And everything I've said-" I started.  Ashley cut me off
     "You're fine baby girl,  it's ok.  You have nothing to apologize for I understand .  I know you didn't mean anything you said,  I can only imagine how much pain you're in and I know you didn't mean to yell" Ashley said "all that matters is now.  I love you so much"
      "Ich liebe dich" I said as Ashley leaned over and kissed my forehead gently as he held my hand
       "What are their names? " A nurse asked
      "Astrid Rose Purdy and Dean Micheal Purdy" I said still trying to catch my breath. Eventually they walked over and handed Ashley and I our babies,  gently wrapped in a blue and pink blanket.
        I smiled as I held Astrid close to my chest as she cried but instantly quieted
        "Hey beautiful girl" I said quietly "look at you"
        I couldn't help but smile and look over at Ashley.  He had the hugest smile on his face as he held Dean close to him. Ashley looked up at me,  tears of joy streaming down his face.
        "Vhat? "I asked
        " I can't decide which day is better,  marrying you or having kids with you " Ashley answered,  a very happy cheerfulness in his voice.  I smiled "I guess I got home right in time"
          And that's when I knew that everything was going to be different from now on

Translations (match the numbers)
      1) don't you think I'm trying god dammit this hurts so much
      2) what part of I'm trying don't you understand last time I checked I was on the bed pushing Children at me not you,  don't tell me to push
       3) why... why did I thinking this was a good idea make it stop,  just make it stop it hurts so much
       4) don't fucking tell me to calm down,  you did this to me,  you put me through this hell
    

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