Risking It All For Love

3.3

     That entire night, I could not sleep. The thought that Kendall serenaded me, on my front porch, with my favorite song, confessing his love for me was insane. It bugged me.
      The next morning, I woke up at 11 o'clock. Grant must have gone to work already. I went to the Kuereg, and put a mug underneath it. Then pressed a button. It poured coffee into the mug. I turned on the morning news as I sipped my coffee and ate my breakfast. I had to be at the studio later to record a new song I wrote.
       It was 2 o'clock, so I got in my car and drove to the studio. When I walked into the recording studio, I saw my producer sitting at the one side.
        "Hey!" I chirped.
        "Hi, I'm just going to set up before you record. You may want to do warm ups or something." He suggested. "Oh hey, I forgot, there are flowers with a note in there!" He added. Maybe it was from Grant. I walked into the recording booth, and looked at the note. It read:

Hey,
Still thinking about you! I'll do anything to win you back!
-Kendall

       I threw the note in the nearby trash can. I can't let Grant know about Kendall. Grant doesn't need this stress.
       "Ready?" My producer asked through the mic.
        "Yeah." I nodded. (Song above.)

I know you've got the best intentions
Just trying to find the right words to say
Promise I've already learned my lesson
But right now, I wanna be not okay

I'm so tired, sitting here waiting
If I hear one more "Just be patient"
It's always gonna stay the same

So let me just give up
So let me just let go
If this isn't good for me
Well, I don't wanna know

Let me just stop trying
Let me just stop fighting
I don't want your good advice
Or reasons why I'm alright

You don't know what it's like
You don't know what it's like

Can't stop these feet from sinking
And it's starting to show on me
You're staring while I'm blinking
But just don't tell me what you see

I'm so over all this bad luck
Hearing one more "Keep your head up"
Is it ever gonna change?

So let me just give up
So let me just let go
If this isn't good for me
Well, I don't wanna know

Let me just stop trying
Let me just stop fighting
I don't want your good advice
Or reasons why I'm alright

You don't know what it's like
You don't know what it's like

       At that point, I saw Kendall walk into the studio. He smiled at me. He had something in his hands
  
Don't look at me like that
Just like you understand
Don't try to pull me back

Let me just give up
Let me just let go
If this isn't good for me
Well, I don't wanna know

Let me just stop trying
Let me just stop fighting
I don't want your good advice
Or reasons why I'm alright

You don't know what it's like
You don't know what it's like
You don't know, you don't know, you don't know
You don't know what it's like
You don't know what it's like
You don't know, you don't know
You don't know what it's like
You don't know what it's like

      
          "Great Job! Let's take five, and we will go through it again." The producer stated. He got up and walked out. I turned around and got a sip of water.
            "Hey." I heard a very familiar voice. It was Kendall.
             "Please go away." I begged. I turned around. "Listen, you are a sweet guy. You are very talented, but I am married! You need to stop!"
             "I won't stop until I win your heart." He smirked.
              "No! I don't love you! Grant is the love of my life, and you need to stop trying!" I barked.
               "Avery! Just think about it!" He trailed off. I shook my head. Than my producer walked in, and shooed Kendal our of my studio. Thank god for my producer. It hasn't been 24 hours and he has already pushed my buttons.

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