Love Matters(Roc Royal)

Oh ok...

- You want something so much you go through hell to get it. Your heart longs to gill the hole but fails to make you happy.-

CAMIYA POV

Welllll. That's over . I really don't wanna be the only one not married out of the three of us . The ones that really matter. Me Ayedryan and Jurnie. But it seems like both my girls have family to worry about. Well what happened to me ? Weren't we all family? I mean I'm not jealous or nothing but I feel like they don't even notice me no more. Anyways it's three days after the wedding and I'm upstairs listening to Chris brown . Laying on the bed when Ray walks in . I quickly wipe the tears as if the song made me cry.

Ray: Miya are you ok baby? You seem depressed

Me: Nah I'm straight ...

Ray: no your not ... Your eyes are puffy . Were you ..... CRYING?! My tough baby Camiya was crying?

Me: nigga my eyes was sweating fuck u talkin bout

Ray: hahahah yea what ever...... So u wanna talk about it?

He climbed in bed and laid beside me. Both of us staring at the ceiling . He pulled me under his chest. Why the fuck is he babying me? I scooted off from Under him and got out the bed . I walked down stairs and into the kitchen . I'm hungry as fuck . Ohh chicken. I grabbed two prices of chicken out the kfc in the fridge. I heated it up and started playing flappy birds sitting on the counter . I felt hands on my thighs then around my waist.

Ray: chicken? I want some .

Me: get yo ass some then.

Ray: I'm straight

I realized that this is how we started dating in high school . We was at Ayedryan house and I was getting drinks . And told him to come get his own when he picked me up inbthe counter and started kissing me..... That day was funny .. Off in memory land and didn't even notice ray had started kissing my neck . Then I said something I didn't even think about before it slipped out

Me: our house is empty

Ray: I was thinking the same thing.... Let's fill it up then

Me: wait what?

Ray: let's have a baby.

Me: you want a b-baby?

Ray: yes ! It's so lonely here . Our friends have their family or starting one. And it seem like they forgot about the funny people.

Me: I felt the same way

Ray: so can we have a baby?

Me: you the one putting in work

Ray: well then what are we waiting for

Me: nuhuh I'm eating my chicken

Ray : well I'm waiting for you ok

Me: I'm on my way

NEXT WEEK

"-"

Damn . Guess it wasnt meant to be . I threw the stick in the trash , washed my hands and jogged down stairs. Ray was sitting on the couch drawing and listening to music . I sat beside him. He looked up at me and I shook my head. "damn" he whispered under his breath . He was drawing nicki Minaj . Then my phone started ringing Danny glove my young thug. Ayedryan dats her fav song

Me: hello

Aj: miyaaaaa!

Me: yes?

Aj: do u wanna go to the mall with me Jay and the kids