Love Matters(Roc Royal)

I Do?

Ayedryan POV

3 months later . My wedding tomorrow and I'm so stressed out. Jay and Can been screaming my head off about this Made of honor thing . I haven't seen Roc all day because it's bad like bad luck to see a bride with in the days of her wedding.my mom called cussing me out talking bout I'm too young to be having kids and getting married I told her I'ma do me and of she don't like font come to my fuckin wedding . I hot an angle wings tattoo on my back cuz I wanted it to show at my wedding. By the way our colors a blue and white. My bridesmaids are wearing sky blue. The groomsmem are wearing black tuxes with a sky blue shirt and tie. Me and Roc are wearing white. My dress shows my baby bump and my back is out. No lace at all. It's about mid leg under my calf with ripples at the bottom up tongue waist. The ripples had diamonds splattered in them. My rehearsal was yesterday everything was fine . My dress is strapless and has designed on my boobs. Cam is my Maid of honour and Jay mad as he'll about that . Oh and im getting married on the beach.But I'm sorry. Eli is giving me away . Anyways enough of this wedding bull ... Me and all the girls are getting our nails and toenails done. And all of a sudden I felt nausis

Ari: Auntie why you stho red in your facth

Me: I dunno Ariyah I'll be fine

Jay: girl it's that baby you feel dizzy

Me: y/yea

Jay: it fine girl drink you some water

Cassie : naw that ain't baby nausia or else she be holding her stomach she getting cold feet

Me: Huh?

Cassie: You having second thoughts bout that wedding ?

Cam : what? Naw that can't be

Jah'nae: just dont leave him on the altour babygirl

Cassie: long as you go through with it you'll be fine it all pass once you see how good he look standing up there waiting on you

Me: I dunno y'all? I think we should just be friends for right now

Cam: uhhuh girl dont say that y'all done been through too much together for youbto leave him now and you gotta baby with him . Don't do that to my big bro like dat

abortion? Noooo what am I saying wEve been trying for so long to have this baby mow that we got it ima keep it. Know what I can't do this. I have my entire life ahead if me and I'm pretty sure there is more guys out there thatll treat me better "Nooooo! Stop dryan stop" I heard. What the fuck is Eli near me. He can hear me thinking right now where is he?" No I'm still with Roc but you need to stop. Because he loves you to death . All he is talking bout is Ayedryan, his baby, know what call him . And don't back out on this. No . Dont! You hear me?" I nodded my head as if he could see. I picked up my phone and called Roc.

Roc: Babyy! I miss you so much.

Me: Roc I'm scared!

Roc: your not having second thoughts are you

Me: ummmmm.....

Roc: aww baby please don't do this to me. I hope it's just that your nervous

Me: but Roc what If we get married and our whole relation ship falls apart

Roc: After all these years me and you we aint gone just end it like dat you know? Baby I love you with everything I got . No matter what your my baby . My life and my wife. It's nothing I won't do for you. Baby dontu kno I will kill for you . Please don't back out on me. We have a kid together. You want them to grow upbwith out a dad . Baby I love you and nothing will ever change.