Changes 2 ( sequal to changes Kian lawley fanfic )

Thirty-two

KIANS POV
i was pouring myself some water and Annika began to yell and I immediately ran into the room and she was kicking she was sweating a lot she kept yelling no or to get away

Annika ... I began to shake her before she woke Madison up

Annika .... and she hit me on my chest and she woke up

She quickly sat up probably realizing it was all a dream

Baby what is going on with you ..... and she quickly hugged me

I I don't know Kian .... she whispered and she hugged me really tight

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We need to talk ... Kian says while I was laying down on the bed next to Madison

About Kian ....

You know what Annika ... he says and I looked down at Madison

Sleeping in the room where everything happened isn't working out for me Kian ...

W-where do you want to sleep then annika ... he says

Our daughter had a gun pointed at her Kian .....

You think I don't fucking know I was there Annika ... he says

Well it seems like you don't fucking care Kian ......

she's perfectly fine annika that's all that matters she's safe and healthy you are safe as well nothing happened to you ... he says

So these bruises on my face or your bruises aren't nothing they almost forced themselves on me jack had his pants down already ....

You know I was trying to help you annika .... he says

I know Kian I'm not saying you didn't I'm just pissed because you are telling me to just forget ...

Because you just have that in your head which causes you to have nightmares annika it's all in here ... he says pointing to his head

okay Kian ... I mumbled and he just inhaled air

I don't know how to help you if you can't even help yourself ... he says

Why don't you leave I mean you are worthless so why have you here ....

Excuse me ... he says

You heard me Kian ....

Did you just say I was worthless ... he says

You are my ex crazy fiancé had our daughter in his arms and you said you would protect me and her it doesn't seem like it Kian ....

Alright then ... he says and walks out slamming the door and Madison looked at me and I gave her a weak smile

Mommy is dumb isn't she ... and she smiled making me chuckle

I'm guessing that's a yes ... I said as I gave her a bunch of kisses

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I kept looking at the door and I finally heard the door knob move and Kian walked in

Where the hell were you .... I walked towards him

You waned me to leave didn't you .... he says

I'm not fucking kidding Kian ... I said and pushed him and I wiped off my tears

You told me to fucking leave annika .... he says

I didn't mean it not for this long you idiot .....

I'm an idiot so I'm a worthless idiot now .... he says

you said you weren't going to leave me alone ..... and he just grabbed me

You aren't baby girl ... he says brushing his lips against mine

I can't lose you Kian .....

You aren't going to lose me okay ... he says and kisses me I obviously kissed back we actually began to make out as we did we took our clothes off as we walked to the couch Kian sat down and I sat on his lap

Take your shirt off annika .... he says placing kisses on my neck

N-No Kian ...

the condoms are in the room ... he says and I nodded slowly

I will get them ... and he nodded
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don't ever leave me alone Kian ... I whispered as I looked at the wall and Kian pushed me way closer to him he reached for something and I looked at him and he had a bottle of alcohol

Where did that come from ....

I got it from Jc's house I was going to drink it I thought you were asleep ... he says and opens it

Why are you going to drink ....

Because you are actually very right annika I wasn't able to protect you both ... he says and chugged the bottle I just looked at him and I took it away from him

I haven't drank in so long .... I said looking at the bottle

Drink some ... Kian says and I did then I smiled at Kian and kissed him

You want to go for round two .... he says as he tugged on my bottom lip

Yeah I do ... I smiled as I drank more and laid down on the couch and Kian grabbed another condom

Open up ... I said as I gave him some alcohol

Shit ... Kian mumbled as I accidentally spilled some on his chest making me laugh

I'm sorry Don't worry I got it ... I said as I began to place kisses also lick it off of him and honestly I was feeling free for some reason

KIANS POV
I looked at annika while she was all cuddled up to me she's actually asleep she hasn't slept for days and she hasn't cried which is good I guess but what's really Fucking me up is her words saying that I didn't do my best and she's right I literally let those assholes get Madison

I'm the weakest damn person

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