Changes 2 ( sequal to changes Kian lawley fanfic )

Thirteen

hey why didn't you go to class today ... he says

I didn't feel like going Kian .....

Oh ... he says

Why so you can end up fucking a girl or drinking again ....

Annika I didn't fuck anyone okay ... he says

That's not what everyone is saying ....

Who are you going to believe me or them ... he says

Obviously them since you lied to me multiple times ..... and he walked towards me

I can drink if I want to annika ... he says

go ahead you won't be in my babies life ..... and he blocked me so I wouldn't leave

It's our baby the only reason why you have a baby in there is because of me .... he says

no it's because your dumbass didn't know how to use a condom ....

Yeah well your dumbass should've been on the pill ..... he says

oh fuck off ... I pushed him

You are obviously very fucking harmonal.... he says

You know what maybe I fucked Up by letting you get me pregnant you are obviously not ready to be a dad you will probably suck at it since you can't stop drinking you aren't fucking responsible ....

What the fuck did you just say ... he says

You fucking heard me ....

so what are you saying you are regretting everything now huh .... he says

I don't regret getting pregnant the thing I regret is letting you get me pregnant look what kind of dad he or she is going to have .....

fuck you annika ... he says clenching his jaw

Then do it since that's the only thing your so good at Kian because you will never be good at being a father if you are going to be drinking alcohol.....

get on the Fucking bed then .... he says

oh what are you going to tell me why I fucked Up I didn't you asshole you fucking did .....

Just go and open up your damn legs that's what you are good at fucking doing .... he says and I did one I was very pissed and two well maybe this is what we need since I haven't gave him any sex

he just put his phone and wallet on the vanity as he took his belt off then he pulled his pants down I just laid back down as I finished taking my clothes off

You fucking asked for it ... he says getting on the bed as he took his shirt off

I'm not listening ..... I said and he hovered over me making me smile

Let me tell you something princess one I'm not good at being a father because I haven't been one and two you had a baby before see a mother would stay away from a crazy guy but you decided to stay with him and where is your first baby huh .... he Says making my smile fade

t-that's diffrent Kian ....

I drank like three fucking shots he hit you more than once see you are bad fucking mother .... he says and I felt my entire body so weak

K-Kian .... and he ignored me

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F-fuck ... Kian says and I bit onto the pillow as I shut my eyes.

What you don't have shit to say anymore .... he says and I opened my eyes and he was fucking smirking at me

G-get off ..... I said as my eyes got watery

You might be pregnant baby girl but that doesn't mean I won't teach you from wrong or right I know I'm not going to be the perfect father but I'm for sure not killing my own child so before you fucking judge me remember what the fuck your last boyfriend did to you .... he says and got off of me I just closed my legs and turned around and obviously began to cry

and I'm going to fucking drink if I feel like it now I'm going to take a shower I want your ass out of bed so you can make some dinner and think about what you Fucking said ... he says as he walked into the restroom slamming the door I turned back around and covered my face as I began to cry

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eat ... Kian says as he took a sip from his drink

I'm not hungry .... I mumble and I grabbed my plate I was about to stand up but he grabbed my arm

Sit your ass down and eat just cause you are upset doesn't mean you starve our baby don't be dumb annika ... he says and I did

why did you think I was fucking some girl huh ... he says

Because I'm pregnant Kian she's also hot I'm not ....

Why does it matter if you are pregnant... he says

I am obviously going to get fat once this belly grows and grows we won't even be able to have sex i already feel so insecure especially since you were jerking off yesterday .....

I was frustrated I'm not going to lie sexually as well but all I know is that I didn't fuck any girl last night ... he says

Okay Kian ....

you aren't going to eat ... he says

I'm not hungry I'm tired I have to wake up early we are doing this donation thing I volunteered so ..... I looked down

then go get some rest ... he says and I grabbed my plate

Leave it there I got it go c'mon .... he says and I nodded I began to walk into my room but he called me

Annika ... he says

What .....

let me say goodnight to my babies ... he says and I walked back towards him he kneed down and pulled up my shirt

I might not be the best daddy in the entire world but for sure I won't let anything or anyone hurt you I will do my best baby to take care of you and your mommy goodnight daddy loves you ... Kian placed a lot of kisses on my belly and my eyes just got watery he stood up and looked at me he put his finger under my chin making me look at him

I know the lost of your first baby wasn't your fault that fucker did it I said those things because I was pissed okay you are the best damn mother in the world understand this it our baby is your second chance baby girl and I know you are going to do fucking great sometimes you just have a smart mouth that I hate sometimes I'm sorry okay ... he says and nodded slowly

I'm sorry too .... I mumbled

I can control what I'm drinking baby girl trust me I know what the fuck I am doing I've said this before you and my baby are my main fucking priority okay do you fucking forgive me baby girl ... he says

Yeah I do  ... I mumbled as he hugged me then placed a kiss on my head

I fucking love you so fucking much ... he says

I love you to Kian .....

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