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So take my hand right now
I don't believe myself that I'm like this
The words I said to myself a million times

"Are you sure about this?"
I ask as you as I stare at what was below us.
We were on the edge of a cliff, about 50ft above ground.

Below us was the endless sea.
You take my hand and flash me a bright smile.
I haven't seen you this happy in a long time.

"Y/n... this is dangerous"

"Yoongi! Life is all about risks! Besides! It's better to die today doing the things I love WITH the one I love than die alone tomorrow in a hospital bed!"

You said it as a joke but it made my heart hurt.
Your smile slowly faded and you let go of my hand.
And I realized that it was probably because of the sad face I was showing.

"Yoongi..."
"Sorry... just- please don't joke about things like that" I mutter, staring at the sea below us.

I'm sorry.
You always tell me to think positive.
I'm sorry I keep thinking about sad things.

You suddenly grab my hand again and raise it in the air.
"TO FREEDOM!" You scream before you start running forward, dragging me along.

"WAIT Y/N I'M NOT READY TO JU-"
Then it felt like we were flying.
And I felt free.
I felt like all my problems disappeared.
I felt like all the anxiety and fear faded away.
I glance to my side to see you giving me another happy smile.
But along with this smile, I saw tears.

Then, we plunged into the ocean.

My eyes shot open right before I hit the water.
It was just another dream.
Another memory about us.
But it was a happy memory.

Then I realized.
I haven't had one of those in a long time.
Happy dreams.

Am I finally... moving on?

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