Zindagi Ka Safar ( The Journey Of Life)

Chapter 47 : Forgive him?

*end of flashback*

Kho gai har khushi
Ham ye jate nahi
Koi faryad yahan
Kahein sunta kahan jaein
Haye rabba ve rabba
Jindri kiun hoi sada
Kiun sadein kiun sadein
Haye rabba ve rabba
Sun le tu ye iltija

"don't you ever think that nobody will see your this greedy face. I know who you are and all the girls of your type always need money and fame. I know all the gold diggers like you."

"Wifey! You didn't want to world to know about our love moments na.... hmmm... then now we are all alone.... away from this world....what else do you want...."

"Come on I'll make you my wife today"

"DON'T YOU DARE! Yeh bhi kisi aur ka gunnah hai ko mere sar dal rahi ho? DO you really THINK I would accept someone's filth that's in your body?"

I pinched closed my eyes as the song continued.

Hum ne chup sahi hain
Sari jafaein ae dil..
Raas aai hi nahi
Ye ham ko wafaein
Ae dil...

Ye jo ha sans hum to
Ban ke saza mili hai
Kiya karein
Aisi konsi hoi hain
Ham se khataein
Ae dil...

Koi faryad yahan
Kahein sunta kahan jaein
Haye rabba ve rabba
Jindri kiun hoi sada
Kiun sadein kiun sadein
Haye rabba ve rabba
Sun le tu ye iltija....

"Mera piyara Beta! Yaha akeli khari kia kar rahi ho sardi mai?" Baba came and placed his hand over my head as a blessing.

I smiled weakly and turned the music off.

"Kuch bhi nahi baba wase hi .... akele waqat guzarne ka dil kar raha tha bas... toh upar chat par chali ai.."
There was a bench placed at the corner of our roof top area. We both sat there and baba hugged me from side and I placed my head over his chest.

"Aur akele rehne ka dil kiu kar raha tha meri guriya ka?" Baba asked and I couldn't answer.

After a long silence I asked,
"Baba ek baat puchu ap se?"

"Meri guriya ko mujh se baat karne k liye ijazat ki kab se zarorat parne lagi?" He asked and I smiled.

"Baba! Agar koi apka dost ap k sath business mai bohat bura karai aur ap ko dhoka bhi day aur family ko bhi nuksan de... toh kia ap apne us dost ko maaf kar day gay?"

"Han! " his answer made me look at his face and he made an understanding look.

"Beta ap din mai kitnay gunnah karty ho na.... insan ki zindagi kabhi bhi gunnaho se pak nahi hoti. Par is k bawajud Allah maaf kar deta hai ap ko. Ap k gunnaho ko. Kiu?
Kiu k woh RAHEEM han. Toh agar Allah hamaray itnaay sare gunnah maaf kar sakta hai toh hum us k banday ki kuch galatiyan kiu nahi maaf kar sakty?"

"Par baba maaf kar dena itna asan nahi hota jitna yu baato mai kehna...it taked eternity to forgive and forget. " I again placed my head over his chest.

He smiled and started to stroke my hairs.

"Ye jo zindagi ka safar hota ha na beta! Bohat kathin aur mushkil hota ha. Is par chalna aur mazil tak pohnch jana isn't that easy what it looks like.

Is safar mai seedha rasta nahi hota, har mor par anjan log aur anjan dost miltay han. Kabhi kabhi aisay mor bhi aa jaty han k na pata lagta hai right ko jaye ya left ko.