Secret of Mine ✔

Chapter 1:? I love you?

"I love you,"I whispered softly against his lips.
"I love you too," he whispered back as he kissed my lips passionately.

Those were the words that I remembered every time I look at that picture on my side table.

He loved me and I loved him too.

But fate didn't plan a future for us together.

I couldn't look at the picture anymore because of all the memories that came flooding in my head. I drag myself out of bed and look out through the small window above my bed frame and contemplate whether I should break the cycle and just go and face my fears or just sit back and keep drowning in them.

It was a hard choice considering everything that happened over the years, but I owed it to him and myself to go.
So I grabbed a brown coat from my closet that belong in the bin rather than in a closet and did what I was suppose to do three years ago.
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It was dark but I could still make out the name of the place I have passed everyday watching as persons visited their loved ones that went to them
road that no travellers returned from.But didn't even think that one day I would be entering the gates not horizontally but vertically and not dead but alive.

I took a deep breath as I entered Render Cemetery, this is where I buried my past and didn't intend to look back ever again, until today.

My eyes wondered over the head stones of all these wonderful people that had to be taken from their loved ones so early, until my eyes landed on that special one.

'Isaac Williams
1995-2010..'

My eyes got blurry and I fight back the tears that were coming. I sat on the grass and stared at the blue flowers in my hand.

"It's been a while now Isaac maybe too long since I've been to this place."
At this point I couldn't hold back the tears any longer," you promise me you wouldn't leave me that we would grow old together but you left Isaac you left me heart broken for 3 years now...you didn't want to go on the boat but you would do anything for me because you loved me Isaac and I regret letting you go on that boat every single day of my life."

I was now full on crying and I had to leave I wasn't ready to face my past just yet so I set down the dark blue flowers on his head stone and walk away like I always did.

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