Internet Friends | Dan Howell x Reader

Acceptance

Hey guys! My friend won't stop making fun of me! I'm going to kill him! Yay!

My god the song above makes this chapter so...

FEELS!

I almost cried a little, this song is so damn good.

Dan's POV

Friends?

Really?

As if she wasn't killing me already she throws THAT word in my face. Maybe she really did want to date Patrick and I was just holding her back. I'm the problem yet again. I was sat on my bed sulking and staring at the wall.

I heard a soft knock at my door and Phil peeked his head through my door.

"Dan?" He asked, staring at the wall behind me, unable to make eye contact.

"What's wrong with (y/n)?" Phil asked, coming into my room. He sat himself on the edge of my bed hesitantly.

"I... I don't know. I guess we are fine, but I just don't feel right about it." I said, pulling my legs into a crisscross applesauce position.

"I wish I could help. I was just over there and she seemed on the verge of crying, Dan." Phil said.

"I made her cry?" I asked, my breathing increasing heavily.

That was the opposite of how I wanted her to feel.

My worst nightmare.

Making her cry.

"Well, she didn't cry in front of me, but her face was red. Then all of a sudden she...uh...came to a realization. She said she was fine, but I don't buy it." Phil said, trying to piece his words together.

"A realization?" I asked. My hand were shaking.

I can't believe someone being mad at me can rile me up so much.

(y/n) isn't someone.

"Yeah, she seemed more mad than upset when she got about halfway through talking to me." Phil said.

I sighed.

Phil gave me a sympathetic look which made me feel worse than I already do. He was trying. I smiled, though it physically hurt to do so.

I pulled out MarioKart and signed in. I always played when I was upset.

(y/n) was online.

My heart beat sped up and I felt sweat starting to form in the palms of my hands. I was about to sign out when a small notification appeared on my screen.

(y/n) has invited you into her race party.

I clicked accept eagerly and chose my character. (y/n)'s avatar appeared and did a little dance. I laughed. A small bubble appeared over her head.

'I'm playing with tilt controls!'

I scoffed and pulled open my phone.

Tilt controls huh?

I know, gangsta right!

Dork

HEY, THANKS! I'm playing as pink gold peach btw.

NO.

It's too late. Don't worry man. Shy guy will come for you later.

God.

:P

The race opened. Rainbow road.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO