i took a step back.
me: mun pitää nyt mennä (i need to go now)
he just stood there when i walked away. i step to the car and we drove away. i wanted to tell Marcus, but i didn't know how. Marcus started to hold my hand.
marcus: are you okay?
me: yeah
marcus: is there something on your mind?
me: nothing special
marcus: listen... if this is about that i attacked to Sam... I'm sorry.
me: i already said that i'm fine.
marcus: okay. if you say so.
marcus looked at martinus. and i also saw their parents looking at each other. when we had drove for two hours, it was time to have a little walk outside.
marcus: what happened when you were alone with him?
i started to cry. Marcus hugged me.
me: i'm so sorry...
marcus: what happened?
me: he said that he loves me and then he kissed me. i moved away from him and came to the car right away. i didn't kiss him back. i love you, not him. please forgive me. i'm such a terrible person. i hate myself. i should have known. i'm sorry. babe i love you...
marcus: stop! it was not your fault. what he did was awful. i failed your trust. i were the one who promised that i would't ever let anyone to hurt you.
he hugged me. we were just standing there and hugging. then it was time to get back to the car.
m&m dad: the doctor said that you shouldn't go to school for a week.and someone need to stay with you.
marcus: i can do that. i'll do all the school works at home.
m&m mum: i don't know if it's a good idea.
marcus: i know her the best. and i couldn't focus at school if i don't know how is she doing.
me: i don't need a guard around me.
m&m mum: i'm sorry but it's the doctors order.
marcus: please let me stay with her.
m&m dad: fine but you need to do all your school works
marcus: i promise
i didn't know was it a good or a bad thing that he's gonna stay with me. we got home. i went to my room and started to unpack. after that i went to the living room to watch a movie with others.
