Deliver Your Love (Camren AU)

Chapter 18

She kissed the top of her hair, sniffing in Camila's scent.

Everywhere that I go, everywhere that I be
If you were not surrounding me with your energy
I don't wanna be there, don't wanna be anywhere
Any place that I can't feel you, I just wanna be near you

Lauren watched her girlfriend close her eyes, taking in the music. She was trying to hear what he said, because clearly Lauren wanted her to.

And yes, I'm a mess but I'm blessed
To be stuck with you
Sometimes it gets unhealthy
We can't be by ourselves, we
We'll always need each other, and
Yes, I'm a mess but I'm blessed
To be stuck with you
I just want you to know that
If I could, I swear I'd go back
Make everything all better, whoa

Lauren sang that part softly and Camila was mesmerized by her beautiful raspy voice. She gripped Lauren's arm to encourage her. Her girlfriend needed to know how talented she was.

It's the things that you say
It's the way that you pray
Prey on my insecurities
I know you're feeling me
I know sometimes I do wrong
But hear the words of this song
When I go, I don't stay gone for long
Don't know what's going on

And yes, I'm a mess but I'm blessed
To be stuck with you
Sometimes it gets unhealthy
We can't be by ourselves, we
We'll always need each other, and
Yes, I'm a mess but I'm blessed
To be stuck with you
I just want you to know that
If I could, I swear I'd go back
Make everything all better, whoa

Lauren looked down to her favorite girl, singing directly from her heart.

And I'm coming back home to you
And I'm coming back home to you
I'm coming back home
I'm coming back home to you
I'm coming back home
I'm coming back home to you
I'm coming back home
I'm coming back home to you
I'm coming back home
I'm coming back home to you
I'm coming back home
I'm coming back home to you

With one last smile, Lauren kissed her girlfriend's temple and whispered dearly

I'm coming back home

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"I feel like me again." Lauren told her, caressing her cheeks "And I want to thank you for that." She cupped the girl's face as she pulled her closer and kissed her cheeks warmly.

"You don't need to thank me for anything."

"No Camz.. you didn't know me back then." Lauren insisted, looking away.

"I do." Camila replied, making Lauren turn her head quickly, afraid of all the things her girlfriend could possibly know about her.

"Wait. What- what- do you know?" She fiddled with her fingers, unsure of how to take this new information.

She expected Camila to lash about her horrible past and yell at her for being such an asshole but she just shrugged, shook her head and gave her a convincing smile.

"Camz.."

"Lo, it doesn't fucking matter okay. Everyone has the right to change anytime they want. And you clearly did. You're okay. We're okay. I don't care." Camila assured. When she didn't get a response from the green eyed girl, she opened her jacket, gaining her attention.