and im kind of out of my depth, you know?
super unstable
mood swings and everything
and gracie stuck with me through all of year 12
but i can tell that shes absolutely sick of it
its just
you can see the pity, and the boredom
its floating around in her eyes
@mullingar_girl
shit, ellie
why aren't you telling anyone this?
not even your mum and dad seem to know
they were over at my house yesterday
they wanted to know how things were in sydney
apparently you talk to me more than you talk to them
@elliepotts_
yeah but if i talk to them they'll find out
they'll find out that its really bad again
and then they'll drag me back to adelaide
the city where nothing happens
away from the life i have here
away from the girls, away from gracie, away from uni, away from my WHOLE FUTURE
and i dont know
i feel guilty about keeping something as big as this from them, but if i dont talk to them i feel LESS guilty
so there's that explanation
@mullingar_girl
okay so thats a big deal
but i made a promise not to overreact and ill keep it
and dont worry, i promise i wont tell
that's your decision, el, i would never have done that for you
but still
that doesn't explain the comments on harry's instagram?
@elliepotts_
thank you for not overreacting
ur being surprisingly smart about this
honestly
idk why
but yes, i am getting to the harry styles part
so basically, gracie was kind of teetering on the edge of being fed up with me
so she suggested that i 'talk' to someone
YOU ARE READING
daily dm || harry styles || complete
Fanfiction"you're never going to read this, are you?" ~~~~ Ellie Potts has it all. The friends. The grades. The perfect, stereotypical, Instagram life. Except she doesn't. Those friends don't see the pills, or the sleepless nights, or the times when...
