Miss Matched

Chapter 18: I Want Him

I give in to my urge and wrap my arms around Zayn. His head rested on my neck and I could feel his warm tears against my skin making tears escape my own eyes. This is gonna hurt more badly when this is over

We just stayed like that crying our eyes out

After a while, Zayn escapes from my weak arms and rested his head on the tree's back like me

I chuckled as if someone told a joke "... This is worst night ever"

He chuckled sarcastically in response then raises his bottle of liquor in the air while shouting "... To the worst night ever!"

I raise mine also in the air "... To the worst night!"

We both chugged down our bottles

Zayn stood up pulling me up with me "Come with me..."

We walk towards beach with our hands link. I should probably stop this before hurting myself further more but I can't stop it. Everything about me wants him so badly...

We reach the shore and felt the cold rolling waves hit our feet. 

Zayn lets go of my hand and shouted as loud as he could before finally dropping down on the ground. He looks up at me with a smirk forming on his lips

I shouted as loud and long as I could go before dropping on my knees in the wet sand.

We both lay down on the sand laughing. From a far we might look like loonies but I don't care as long as I'm with him

We sat back up and empty our liquor bottles unto our mouths

We cock our heads to the side as we heard faint pop music in the distant. We look at each other

"Should we celebrate our broken hearts?" Zayn asks standing up and holding out his hand

I chuckled then took his hand "... Let's celebrate our damn useless broken hearts"

We ran together to the nearby club almost stumbling on our way since, we're both kinda drunk. We chase each other on the beach tripping and rolling on the sand and before we reach the club we both are covered with sand.

A lot of people were there but I bet they don't even care about us since some where either too drunk already or some where busy getting drunk. We headed straight to the liquor bar, ordering a bottle of vodka for each then, heading straight to the dance floor

We jump up and down. Shouting and letting our bodies move with the music.

"... You should go and play DJ Malik!" I shouted at him since the music was blaring and I doubt it that's he's gonna hear me if I use my normal voice

He smirk "I will if you play with me..."

We both chuckled. I was probably more drunk than him for I can't even walk straight without someone assisting me. So, Zayn keeps his hand on my waist

I jump up on an unoccupied table and began singing 'Call me maybe' at the top of my lungs. Zayn was laughing really hard as he watches me

"... Get down there.. You could fall and DJ Malik has to catch you" he shouted trying to pull me down

"Me no want too.." I pouted then continue to dance on the table

Zayn laughs again "Well.... If you can't beat them, join them"

We dance at the top of the table with Zayn still holding me by the waist to keep me from falling off the table

"Hey!.." someone shouted "... get down from there!" 

I was guessing that the big muscular man who was heading towards us is the club's bouncer. 

Zayn and I immediately jump down from the table and bolted straight towards the door.

"Look at what I got..." I sang out raising 2 bottles of liquor

Zayn chuckled "... Party's over love"

I put my arm around his shoulder "My Party's not over... Come on"

I pointed at the cabin "We could party there..."

Zayn chuckled "... Just the two of us?"

I nodded then grin "Will DJ Malik play for me?"

He ruffled my hair "DJ Malik will"

"Yehey!" I shouted and pulled him into a run towards the cabin.

We went up on the cabin's 2nd floor to the room where the balcony is located. Zayn took out his Ipod from his pocket and began playing music.

We both laugh hard while drinking the liquor bottles I snuck out of the club. We dance around and around the room.

The music change

                                             ".... Turn the lights out now, now I'll take you by the hand

                                                         Hand you another drink, drink it if you can,

                                                   Can you spend a little time. time is slipping away

                                                           Away from us so stay, stay with me....."

I began singing and soon enough Zayn was also singing with me. He took my hand and we dance around, spinning and spinning

I got so dizzy that I fell on the ground, pulling Zayn with me

I laugh loudly then, I notice that Zayn was on top of me. He was starring at me with his deep brown eyes

My fingers drew circles on his cheek. We stayed like that for a while then....

He leans down, crushing his warm lips against mine

He's kissing me passionately and my lips dance along with the rhythm of his.

Our lips parted for a while, I was panting and so was he...

I looked him in the eyes. His face.... Everything about him seems so... so desirable.

I want more. I want him now more than ever.

My hands flew up on his nape then my lips crushed against his again.

We're sitting on the floor now but the kissing didn't stop. I could feel his strong hands, tangled on my hair.

Zayn stood up and carried me with him. We sat on the bed and he was kissing my neck.

His hands where on my waist, pulling me closer and closer to him, until our sweaty bodies were pressed together.

He stops and gasps for air then he began taking off his white shirt and he tore off my clothes as well.

The moonlight reflects the perfect contours of his body. My hand rested on his strong chest, feeling his heartbeat.

I kissed him on the neck then on cheek, on the nose before finally kissing him on the lips.

Before I knew it, our clothes are scattered everywhere and our skin were burning up against each other. He explored every bit of who I was and I did the same to him. I had no regrets whatsoever about what happened because tight at that moment, all I cared about was the fact that I wanted him and he wanted me.

I can't believe I'm doing this. I'm well aware of what's happening right now even though I'm drunk. I know this would probably hurt me when this is over but I don't care 'cause right now I felt love and I want him.

I want Zayn Malik so badly.