[reviewing] texts to my stunt lad

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its like we had come to a mutual understanding. we wouldn't talk to each other, well i wouldn't talk. chris was always spamming me with the same old bullshit.

chris: good morning

and then he'd send it on kik

troot: good morning

and then the cycle wouldn't stop. he'd send me pictures of his food and he'd talk about how his day went and in a strange way i enjoyed it, i loved watching his life be so happy without me yet he wanted to share it with me every step of the way, i love that so much about him. he's so innocent. one day i will reply, just not now.

chris: good night x

a kiss? that's new. and that's when it hit me, i have no one here. no friends. no significant other. i've left everything and everyone behind. so then i proceeded to get extremely drunk. what could possibly go wrong.