Dove Cameron Imagines (COMPLETEED)

Hate

*TRIGGER WARNING*

ALL CREDIT GOES TO ORIGINAL AUTHOR

The hate had gotten to you. You had told yourself that you would only do a few cuts, to remind yourself that you can feel. However, once you started you couldn't get yourself to stop. The cuts that you thought would make you feel slightly better were in reality making you even more distressed, but you kept going. Tears were running down your face while blood ran down your arms. Dove, your girlfriend, had noticed you had been indeed acting strange, distant some might say, lately. So after dinner with her family she, not knowing what else to do, went to Google and researched some of your symptoms. After hours of researching she began to become extremely alarmed and worried. She needed to find you, now. You pressed the blade against your skin once more, watching the fresh cut ooze blood. Suddenly, there was a frantic knocking on the bathroom door from which you were hidden behind. It was an empty bathroom you had found somewhere around the castle. "Y-Y/N, are you alright?" "Fine," you sobbed out. This only worried Dove more, "That's it love, I'm coming in." There was no time to hide the mess on your arm when she barged in. "Oh dear, Y/N," She said, fear in her eyes and tears staining her cheeks. You dropped the blade in your hand and it landed with a 'clank' on the floor. You couldn't bring yourself to look her in the eye. She speed walked over to you, and started to clean the cuts. She enveloped you in her arms, cradling you softly. You burst out into tears, sobbing on her shoulder. "It's okay, baby girl. I've got you. It's okay. You're safe. I'm not going to let anything hurt you, not even yourself. Shhh...don't cry baby, it's okay. I love you, it's okay," She cooed. She kept repeating similarities to those sentences while rubbing her hands up and down your arms, in an attempt to calm you down. You continued crying for a while but you eventually calmed down to the sound of Dove's voice. You wrapped your arms around her waist and curled into her more. There were heavy and ragged breaths coming from your mouth. She slowly pulled back from you and gave you a very gentle, but loving, kiss. You kissed her back a bit aggressively but, quite honestly, you needed this. She pulled back and said softly, "Let's get out of here, love," She wrapped and arm around your waist and started tugging you to the door. You stopped her abruptly, asking, "Can we not go back to the living room?" "Of course, love. Would your room work instead?" "Yeah, thank you," "No need to thank me," She said with a soft smile. Instead of putting her arm back around your waist, she scooped you up bridal-style and walked the both of you out of the bathroom. She headed for the 2nd floor, where your room was located. You rested your head in the crook of her neck and closed your eyes, breathing in her amazing scent. Once Dove got there, she walked towards the door while thinking, 'I need to figure out how to comfort Y/N. She held you close to her with one arm while using the other to open the door. "I'll be right back love." Walking in she has some movies, a bunch of soft blankets, some books, and a very unhealthy stack of candy and soda in her hands. "Would you like to watch a movie?" She asked while laying you on the bed gently. "Sure," You said, already getting cuddled into the group of blankets. Dove smiled at that, you always were big for cuddles. Dove picked a random movie with a 'Disney' logo on the front and then walked back over to the bed. She got in opposite to the side you were on and you took the opportunity to cuddle her. Dove laid flat on the bed with her arms around you while you had your head on her chest, arms snaked around her waist, and legs wrapped around hers. "I love you," You said looking up at her. "I love you, too," She said, planting a small kiss on your lips before putting her attention back on the television. You once again buried your face in her neck, but not before planting a small kiss there that made Dove smile. In the midst of the movie you fell asleep, still clinging to Dove. She noticed this and turned off the television with the remote. The lights were already off so she didn't need to worry about that. She gave you a light kiss on your forehead, then softly whispered her love for you in your ear. She fell asleep with a smile on her face, thinking about you.