High Emotions ; Phan au

One

Phil was taken aback when he felt Dan hurriedly pushed past him in the doorway "Dan wait-" Phil slightly helplessly called out after him as he heard Dans keys, he walked to the front door "don't leave I really am sorry for snapping- I-." Phil cut himself off, he really couldn't be bothered fighting for Dan to stay when his mind is telling him to let him to leave

"Look, Phil, I've been kidding myself. I know you don't give a shit about me. I know you don't give a rat's ass if I lived or died." Dan said as he looked back at Phil. "So let me go. I know you don't really want to stop me anyway. Go back to your room. I won't bother you." He growled and finally walked away.

Phil hurried over to Dan and held his arm "What the heck are you talking about Dan? Of course I care if you live or die, you're my-" phil stopped himself, quickly swallowing "you're my best friend and I'm not going to let you out this house if I don't trust you to be sensible." Phil tried to reason with him, his loose gripping looser on the sleeve of Dans top

"Please leave me alone." Dan sighed and looked down tiredly. "I know you don't care because you've told me that yourself enough times in the past month. Please. Just let me go."

"Dan will you just listen a second, you're being over dramatic here- you're really accusing me of all this and running away because I didn't want to have food you'd prepared even though I explained why? Come on- get a grip here Dan you're acting really immature." Phil felt flustered as his anger was slowly on the build again

"Let me go, phil." Dan whined and tried to pull his arm away from Phil. His voice faltering but he desperately tried to sound strong

"Did you even listen to what I just bloody told you? Get a grip Dan and just see how you're over reacting? I don't understand how your little mind has managed to create this whole ordeal out of this fucking meal? You're making it seem like I ruined the most important meal of your life!" Phil snapped, as he pulled Dan around to face him and stood firmly in front of the door blocking Dan from getting out as he slowly dropped his grip on Dan

Dan whimpered and looked down. He didn't like it when Phil yelled at him. But that's all that Phil did really. "I was j-just," he whimpered in that same tone again, "I'm s-sorry. Just l-let me go."

"Oh my god- stop stuttering! You're acting so immature right now and I'm not letting you leave until you tell me why you are acting the way you are." Phil said firmly but trying to with-hold his anger knowing it won't get him anywhere with the shaky mess of Dan which stood in front of him

"Please, j-just let me g-go." Dan insisted weakly and walked forward, trying to push past Phil and get outside.

Phil was quick to grab Dan and push him firmly enough to get him away from the door as Phil put his back firmer against the door, his patience really driving low "Dan. Stop saying to let you go because that's not an option here." Phil said in the calmest way his could, his teeth grinding ever so slightly

Dan looked down. He didn't know what to do. He just didn't want to be here. He let out a soft scared whimper. He just needed to get out.

Phils breathing was now totally erratic and he looked at Dans weak figure in front of him, "stop with whimpering! You're a grown man not a fucking pouty 5 year old and I know there's something wrong with you because 2 years ago you wouldn't have behaved like this over a stupid fucking meal!" Phil snapped again, he stepped forward to Dan in an unintentional intimidating manor