Who is He?

Vices

Tempting as it would be,
To leave my vices be.
I'd rather take bottle,
And drown in them with glee.

Life Is so much better,
When words blend together,
And my vision is too blurry,
To see what's in front of me.

Even when I'm alone,
With more than an overdose.
I keep on going with it,
My life means nothing really.

Nobody is listening,
To the words that I am speaking.
It's so much freaking easier,
To lie to me.

"I love you oh so much,"
That songs been sung a ton.
"Your a wonderful person,"
That's not what the rumors say.

So I'll keep with my vices,
And until I'm lifeless.
So what if I'm a loner,
It's what you did to me.

As much as I would like,
To give up the fun in my life.
There's no reason to let go,
Of what's distracting me.