Take the L? |ON HOLD|

NEVER SEEN SOMEONE SO BIPOLAR BEFORE

L U K E    P.O.V   (Unedited)

I look down at the floor tiles feeling anxious although I just realized how much dirt is laying on the floor. Her tapping the table isn't helping not even one bit.

I look around, highly, avoiding eye contacts with her, "I am not interested in the opposite sex of me"

She scrunches her face, "Huh? What do you mean?"

"So what I am trying to say is that I am g-ga-y" I stutter a bit to say the last word, still not fully confident to open up like this.

"You are what?"

" I said I am ..." she has a really bad habit of cutting people off, in fact, she always did.

"I know what you said but why didn't you tell me before?"

"Because you kept cutting me off"

"Aren't you going to tell me the full story?"  I have never seen someone so bipolar before.

"Because you said get to the point"

" About that, I am sorry I don't how to react but I am sorry genially I am sorry for being bitchy but now can you please tell me everything from the beginning."

" So -"

"Ok start now" impatiently, she says.

" As I was saying"

" Yup"  Only, if I had a duct tape next to me right now.

"......."

" Are you going to say anything?" 

Yh, I will, if you let me talk and not cut me off every 2 seconds like have some respect for me over here.

"You keep cutting me off" stating the obvious.

" Oh, now I won't, carry on" 

I start " So ..." then pause and look at her, to see if she is about to say something again.

" The only reason I started dating you was, so I could figure out what I really am. At first, I thought I was straight but slowly I figured out I wasn't like others' and I just didn't feel attracted to girls. After you left, I told my parents, my mum was ok with this, but my dad wasn't. And they kept arguing and eventually, it lead to divorce. Rumor spread in school, that 'I was gay and I wanted to fuck every single guy in school' which was really hurtful, but I guess it's karma for what I did to you, and my mum decided it was best if we just move away from there." I finish off and finally take some time to breathe after that speech I just made. I really hope, she understood what I said because I am not repeating all of this again.

" What about when I saw you with my ex-best friend?"  Out of everything I just said.... Ok. I guess she really is blunt.

" Oh, it was her, she came to me, I had no intention of doing anything to her or with her" Her best friend was really the worse, she made everything even worse than it already was. She is like a housefly carrying bacterias but in her case, she is carrying STD and spreading it to every guy she bangs.

" Why didn't you just tell me before? I could have helped " 

" I was scared, you wouldn't accept me for who I was and at that time I was still trying to figure out what was really going on with me, when I first saw you at the gym I thought that's it, I should tell her about this but the way you were towards me I thought now won't be a good time"

" Luke,  that really is a lot for me to take in but I didn't know so much had happened and I really shouldn't have been so bitter towards you," she pauses and looks down at her phone, "I accept you for who you are, I have no problem with that and if you need anything just call me or message me" she passes me her phone to show me her number. 

Her number is still the same, she really hasn't changed one bit except for the fact she is more careful towards who she talks to.

" Thank you for that, in such a developed time like this, people are still mentally fucked up and I am glad I could be honest with you and finally be relieved"

" It takes a lot of courage and I am glad you told me but I really am sorry I have to go back because Reece is looking for me and I don't want to walk home this late at night" she quickly finishes off before leaving.

I guess I do feel quite relieved now, it's like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulder. This 'Reece' guy really does give me a whole load of bad-vibes. There's some sort of aroma around him which really keeps bugging me and I am about to find out everything about him soon. 

A/N: Another update coming soon. Sorry, I didn't update for like a month but I was busy with moving houses and then watching K-drama. Feel free, to recommend me some. 

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