• Soul • Xiumin x Reader •

27.

I stood motionless, watching the snow fall outside. The woods here were different, they were more peaceful and alone. I gulped trying to ignore the knot that wouldn't leave my throat.

Xiumin loves the snow. He would really like this place, so would the others even Chanyeol who preferred the heat. I sniffled trying to keep quiet as I broke down. Nothing like this was suppose to happen they were suppose to be back in time for dinner.

"Mommy where daddy?" Jimin asked me with big eyes, I couldn't look away as my eyes began to water

"Hey Jimin how about you come with me?" Mark asked behind me surprising me as Jimin went into his arms. Without anther word he walked away leaving me alone

I didn't want to cry, I didn't plan on crying either. Even if I cried what was that going to do. I need to calm down and focus on how we're going to find them. As much pain I'm in right now I can't just cry and assume things will fix themselves.

"(Y/N) are you okay?" Bam Bam asked standing behind me, I nodded my head turning around

"How are Lay and Chen?" I asked

"They both fell asleep the medication that Youngjae used was strong" I looked at the ground humming a response "They're okay (Y/N) don't worry, you know they would never give up" He softly placed his hand on my shoulder pulling me into a hug "We'll find them"

I tightly gripped his shirt hiding my face in his chest. He patted my back, and all I could think of was of Xiumin's hugs and how I really want one right now. I could practically hear Sehun and Kyungsoo scolding him right after. I hated them doing that but if it meant they were here with me I'd listen to them scold forever.

"They're okay Bam, right?" I asked quietly with a shaking tone

He nodded his head as I tried to make myself believe him. The thought of any of them being hurt right now was to much to bare. Pulling away from Bam Bam I wiped away the single tear that had managed to escape without him noticing. I need to be strong.

"Let's join the others" I nodded my head sitting in the couch next him as he protectively kept an arm around me to make me feel better

"Here you two" Jackson slid two knifes and a gun to each of us "Death may not know where we are for now but no one walks around without a weapon anymore" he explained

Youngjae and JB walked out of a room where they had laid down Chen and Lay. They stayed standing as the rest of us waited for them to speak. Jimin quietly sat in Mark's lap playing with his sweater strings smiling.

"From what we could understand from the two is that they were all attacked in the woods." JB started off

"It seems they split off into groups to cover more ground and reapers came out of no where. They said they tried to fight them off the best they could but there were to many to take. Baekhyun had told Chen to leave them behind and go" Youngjae explained

"While Lay's group had the upper hand for a moment, he said that Death had appeared out of no where. Chanyeol had shoved him out of the way before he could get more injured and told him to find us so we could escape" JB added

"Since they were both overly hurt they had to find there way back on there own. They were to weak to reappear at the house. Lay was the one I saw first coming out of the woods, then Chen came out a little after" Jr said

"Death captured them" I asked but already knew the answer before JB nodded "Where going to go look for them right?" I stood up waiting for them to follow

"(Y/N) we can't risk getting caught along with them" JB explained

"We need to look for them" I began to raise my voice "We have to find them" I pleaded

"(Y/N) calm down" Bam Bam tugged at my arm

"We will look for them but we need to make a plan, if we get caught to it's game over. You understand that right (Y/N)" Jr questioned

"What if we're to late, what if Death kills them before we can even find them" I said worried and angry

"He won't" I was surprised to hear Lay's voice as he limped to where we were "While we were getting attacked he kept looking for you, if he really wanted to kill us he would have done in the woods" He said bitterly

"Lay you should sit down" Jackson said worried bringing a chair closer to him

I slowly sat back down, relived but at the same time worried. If he has them, what will Death do to them in the time he spends searching for me. He could just give up on finding me and just kill them.

"Death isn't stupid, he wouldn't be keeping them in the woods anymore. He must have moved them to a different location and must be keeping them there. Still underground I assume but who knows where" Lay explained slowly sitting down in a chair groaning quietly in pain

"Then what are we supposed to do now, I don't want to just sit around" I said clearly angry and stressed

"Mark and Jackson I want you two to keep an eye in the house we just left. Just incase Death shows up there or his reapers, but do not show yourselves. Stay hidden I do not want anyone to see you what so ever. Death still doesn't know about us so let's keep it that way." Jr explained as the they both nodded understanding

"Jr and I will look for an entrance to Death's place underground, we'll ask around and look on our own" JB explained

"Yugyeom and Bam Bam I want you two to revisit the other houses we have stayed in, we'll see if the guys show up there or if reapers are still hanging around. If reapers are still there burn it down, understand?" Jr questioned

"If the guys were able to escape or plan on escaping they'll most likely go back to one of the old houses we've stayed in or at least the town near by, so keep a look out" Lay added

"How about us?" Youngjae asked meaning Lay, Chen and I

"Youngjae, Death already knows about you so we can't risk you, (Y/N) either. It'd be better if the two of you stayed here with Lay, Chen and Jimin" JB explained and I hated to admit that he was right "For now all I can tell you (Y/N) is wait, I'm sorry I know you want to go look for them but we can't okay. Let's just hope that they are able to escape and contact us some how" JB sighed

I hate it.

I hate that he's right. I hate that I don't know where the rest of my family. I hate not being able to do anything. I hate have nothing but my worried thoughts to listen to.

Are they okay? Are they hurt? Is Sehun with Kyungsoo? Are they all together? Can they escape? Did they already escape? What if they can't escape? The one thought I hated the most was, are they already dead?

"Here's the little one (Y/N)" Mark said giving me a small reassuring smile as he placed Jimin in my lap "I think he's sleepy but doesn't want to sleep on me" He explained as I smiled looking down at Jimin who's eyes were drooping

I softly placed a hand on his chest and leaned him back so he was laying down. With one hand I cradled him and with the other I ran my fingers through his fluffy hair. He yawned watching me as I smiled at him.

"Mommy I miss daddy" He mumbled cuddling into my arms

"Me too sweetie, me to" I whispered shakily looking out the window at the snow Xiumin loves so much. 

A/N Please Read.

Hello my oh so gorgeous readers (don't know what you guys look like but hey I still think you are all gorgeous) *fails miserably at winking* anyways as you can see I'm in a good mood, that's because I updated what feels like a pretty chapter ( & JJPROJECT CAME BACK AND THE MV!). I hope you guys like it :) like always leave a comment, what's your theory for the ending of the story? Who knows maybe one of you will guess it.

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