(48)I fucking hate myself for this

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How many poems has it been but I can't get you out of my mouth

Something

Something keeps pushing me to relive that moment, the time when my hands wouldn't move and time skipped to my funeral. 

I never seem to run out of ink, or paper, or insanity because this whole thing is insane!

I need you be angry, I need you to scream at my face tell me that you hate me and you wish I was dead. Tell me that you'd fucking cut me up and drain my blood this is what I want

I want to bleed, I want to feel the hotness of pain and sadness mix because this doesn't work for me, I need feel anger well up to my fucking eyeballs and explode. 

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