Austin comes back from tour today, and I am so very excited. I've miss him so very much and I need sex. We haven't had sex since the night before we got Josiah, which was about three and a half months.
Josiah and I have bonded a lot but I just wish that we were closer. I mean I know we only adopted him but still. If I had it my way I would have had a kid my own way. But it's fine really I love him more than anything.
This past time we've had a together has been amazing. I've learned a lot.
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After we picked Austin up we took him to the beach. We decided that we wanted to hang out before he has to go to Japan.
He had a concert tomorrow then that next day he's off to Japan. I wanted to go with him but I couldn't get off work.
We are taking a trip with Josiah in a few months after everything from tour had calmed down. Not sure where but we are definitely going somewhere.
"So my mom is flying in on Monday when I get back. She's excited to meet and get to know Josiah" Austin said.
"That's exciting how long is she staying this time" I asked.
"She's staying for about two weeks" he said.
"Mommy can I go to the water" Josiah asked.
"Sure sweetie but not to far ok. Daddy and I will be out in a few" I said.
"Babe I can't wait for you to finish this tour"
"I know me too. I want to spend time with the family. Had I known we were going to get him I would have waiting before announcing the tour. But it's fine" he said.
"You are right. Give me a kiss" I smiled.
He kissed me, but I couldn't help but look towards the water. I have to keep an eye on Jay.
"Come on let's go out there with him" Austin laughed.
That night I had a good time with my family and I got sex. God I love it when he's home.
