Random Rants of a Random Ranters

2 AM Thoughts

My 2 am thoughts
Are just wild and crazy
It's always about you and me
Selfish and messy

All things random starts coming
Ideas about your eyes, nose
Lips, smile, and your silky locks
How does it feels on mine

Wicked thoughts starts to tie
I am not her
I don't have the curves, the thighs
The lush lips and incredible smile

I'm just a wallflower innocently watching
Thinking how does it feel
When I'm the one who's taking
And not her. Oh I'm not winning

My 2 am thoughts are so crumbling
When I saw you bite her lips and groaned
While she sighed and whimpered
I feel grossed

What does it feel?
Hands to hands
Cheek to cheek
Side by side, just sitting

Because with her you're untamable
Your next move, unfathomable
I pouted and cried
For my own dream started to collide

I wish you right here
But, damn, I'm not so charming
Your looks so disarming, alarming
Where do I go from here?

My 2 am thought begins to rumble
Because it's you, I need to be humble
My type is not yours
So, on the wall I'll be invisible

2 am is the most crucial
Because it is when your face pops up
Out of nowhere, or maybe from my subconscious mind
I can't deny you made me cry

2 am thoughts I wish you won't arrive
So I can just sleep on and don't cry
But, thoughts like these are easier though messier
Rather than thinking of how will I sleep and won't wake up sooner or later

I'd rather be frustrated
At least throat and wrist attached
Rather than depressed
Feeling so alone but attacked

I think it's not you, it's me
Making myself twisted and crazy
But, blame is a little bit on you
For looking, oh boy, so damn pretty

If you read this, it's cringe-worthy
But you won't know it's me
So, don't send private messages
I won't answer them freely

So, good morning and good night
To my 2 am thoughts
About you and your charms
I need to get a hold of myself, too.

Hello, myself
I love you
He has a life
And I have, too