Fitfully || Jikook

Introduction

I am Park Jimin.

You might know me already.

Born on October 13, 1995 in Busan. I was born on 13th Friday, which is really a... Uhm... an unlucky day. Which really sums up why I am hurting.

Enough drama!

You know me. Lepidopterophobic. Blue. Hate red beans. Vocalist and Dancer of BTS. I can draw. I can't blow a bubble gum. Chubby hands and pinkies short. Clumsy. I don't enjoy eating mangoes. Can dance ballet, modern and hip hop. Have abs and blah blah blah.

But do you guys know I like the Maknae?

No?

I really like him so much.

Or yes?

If you already know, well, I might have been really obvious with my feelings toward him.

I mean, I guess you think I like Jungkook so much because he reminds me of my brother. Maybe before, I really thought the reason why I was so attached to Jungkookie was because I felt I had my dongsaeng beside me. But after few months, everything changed.

I didn't know how and when it started. At first, I thought hugging him was just unintentional but it turned out that I really wanted to touch him. Eh, don't think I'm a pervert. Actually, I want him to be around so I can pinch his cheek, or hold his hand, or hug him. Every skin contacts with him electrify me and it feels good.

Then I started dreaming of him, literally. I dreamt once, we were together alone in a forest but the place was mythical. There's a pond of clear blue water and flowers peppered above. The ground was blanketed by fresh green grass. And the sizzling of the small waterfall was really relaxing. There were birds flying everywhere and chirping a happy tune. Though I really hate phobias but I collapsed, gladly Jungkook caught me. I passed out because a butterfly rested on my shoulder. I woke up and gone late in our practice.

I don't want to tell you my other dreams. Some were horrific, epic, funny and ya know.

Okay. I get hormonal sometimes, mostly when Jungkook's being sexy.

I'm sorry. I'm being inappropriate again. You didn't know that I'm like this to him.

As I said in the start, I am hurting.

Knowing that the chance to love me back is really impossible for him. Jungkook's not gay, we all know that. (Or who knows) And after all, he likes IU sunbaenim to death.

Do I have a chance? I'm so hopeless.

This is only a secret, okay?

No one knows except you.

Park Jimin is gay for Jeon Jungkook.

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a/n:

Back at it again with a Jikook book.
Jimin is not really gay, guys. He never said it but deep inside me assumes that he really is and Jungkook as well. Come on! Who doesn't know they eye-fuck each other on cam and on stage? :P

What more behind the cam? Maybe they're not just eye-fucking... Ah yeah ah yeah ah yeah ah yeah ah yeah

*Jimin and Jungkook moaning*

K bye