i was so happy. so happy.
we finally got an invite for a variety show and it was a famous one. my hyungs and dongsaengs literally jumped out of joy. i immediately called my mom, told her that her son will be seen on national telivision with famous comedians and personalities.
but why?
why are we wearing black costumes and masks? why are we being pushed around by the real guests of the show? why is our leader dressed as a tree and being laughed at because he is too short to be a tree? why are we watching a hoobae group of us, enjoying the variety show guesting? why are we even here? why are we being treated like we didn't train for years, suffered from homesickness and humiliated as if we are not someone's child?
after this shoot, i'll call my mom and tell that my agency cancelled the guesting.
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Random"i'm just dancing to our choreography. i'm not a slut. stop calling me that. it hurts my mom." here lies all the confessions of a kpop idol, famous or not, a rookie or a star, a namja or a yeoja. ©lonelywhale- 2016
