V1
I now know just how toxic you were
How come my disease felt like my cure
I swear your screams sounded like a whisper
And why did your demons feel like mineC
I've been hurt so many times before
That I didn't stop you, it made me crave you more
I've been broken so many times
That I didn't notice you were hurting me until goodbye
I have lost so many things
But for some reason when I lost you, I lost everythingV2
I now see just how evil you are
How long did you think it could hide
And now looking at all of the scars
I was foolish not to realizeC
I've been hurt so many times before
That I didn't stop you, it made me crave you more
I've been broken so many times
That I didn't notice you were hurting me until goodbye
I have lost so many things
But for some reason when I lost you, I lost everythingB
And now that I finally left
I'm learning that I'm better alone
Then spending a night full of regrets
Just because you made me feel I should do soC
I've been hurt so many times before
That I didn't stop you, it made me crave you more
I've been broken so many times
That I didn't notice you were hurting me until goodbye
I have lost so many things
But for some reason when I lost you, I lost everything
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PoetryThese are songs I wrote myself about a variety of topics including: trauma, heartbreak, depression, anxiety/panic disorders, abandonment, fears and more. I hope you enjoy. Also please note that I started writing this back in 2015/2016, the farther b...