V1:
I only play defense, so they can't steal from me
Cause my life's been stolen, lord's cruel robberyPC:
I know the dark, I know the twisted
I know no god will grant me my wishesI prayed to them all, and none of them listened
But I was in need, and god was my witnessC:
I notice I lose what I love the most
So my whole heart's covered in permafrostCause I've learned it's safer to not get too close
Cause the closer I get, the farther they'll goV2:
I stay on the outside to keep myself distant
Can't afford heartbreak, so I keep to my businessGod knows it scares me, my loved ones emergencies
And the doctors care barely, no one cares bout my familyPC:
That's how it is, that's how it's always been
That's why we're sick, if only they knew the shoes that we walked inC:
I notice I lose what I love the most
So my whole heart's covered in permafrostCause I've learned it's safer to not get too close
Cause the closer I get, the farther they'll goB
God I'm so cold, I'm so alone
My love is frozen, he hasn't come home
God I'm so cold, forever alone
And I can't love cause all I love becomes brokeC:
I notice I lose what I love the most
So my whole heart's covered in permafrostCause I've learned it's safer to not get too close
Cause the closer I get, the farther they'll go
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PoetryThese are songs I wrote myself about a variety of topics including: trauma, heartbreak, depression, anxiety/panic disorders, abandonment, fears and more. I hope you enjoy. Also please note that I started writing this back in 2015/2016, the farther b...