Are you aware
My brains a merry-go-round
And I can't get off the ride
You have no idea how hard I try
To get off it but I can't
It spins to fast
And the horses are too high
Are you aware
Of the shape I'm in
My heart aches
My brain spins
Are you aware of the shape I'm in
My hands shake
And my demons win
Are you aware of the shape I'm in
My smiles fake
And my head spins
Keep it in the inside
Cause that's the safest place to hide
Faking a smile is so much easier than explaining "why are you sad?"
"Why are you upset?"
That's what they always asks
Are you aware
Of the shape I'm in
My heart aches
My brain spins
Are you aware of the shape I'm in
My hands shake
And my demons win
Are you aware of the shape I'm in
My smiles fake
And my head spins
I'm often silent
When I'm screaming inside
You cannot possibly imagine
Exactly how much I
Hate myself
I'm slowly giving up
I hate myself
And I can't ever tell
That I'm going through hell
Why is it so hard to say one simple thing: help
Are you aware
Of the shape I'm in
My heart aches
My brain spins
Are you aware of the shape I'm in
My hands shake
And my demons win
Are you aware of the shape I'm in
My smiles fake
And my head spins
ESTÁS LEYENDO
Original songs I wrote
PoesíaThese are songs I wrote myself about a variety of topics including: trauma, heartbreak, depression, anxiety/panic disorders, abandonment, fears and more. I hope you enjoy. Also please note that I started writing this back in 2015/2016, the farther b...
