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Janie continued to haunt me while I was in the psych hospital. The doctors raised my anti-psychotic prescription dosage and I could barely stay awake.

My parents visited and told me they missed me and were glad the doctors gave me a higher dosage.  "We can't wait for you to be normal again," they said, "we don't want to live with a psycho."

The other patients would laugh at me behind my back. I didn't care anymore. I talked with and yelled at Janie. I would cry when she taunted me and I would scream for her to go away. I seemed to do nothing but scratch myself until I bled. I considered using my paper-like pants to suffocate myself. I hated living.

The mental health specialists locked me up in a padded room. I sat in the corner, looking around quickly, terrified of when Janie would arrive.

She never did.

A few days passed and Janie didn't visit me. No one visited me, really. I was in solitary confinement. The only people I ever saw were the nurses who gave me my medications and meals.

I was beginning to think it was all in my head.

Seeing my progress, the doctor let me go back to my old room in the hospital and I was relieved. I hated that padded room.

Looking back, I wish I could've stayed.

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