69 days to fall inlove

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CHAPTER 6: 

(SHANE'S POV)

*Song played: Don't Wanna try*

i can't believe u had the nerve to say the things u said 

they hurt so bad that they ended our relationship 

i can't believe it , 4 years gone down the drain 

oh how i wish things would of happened so differently 

i try'd to save it so many times but you still couldn't see 

u kept insistin' and resistin' that u would not fall again 

and now ur tryin' to tell me that ur sorry 

and ur tryin' to come back home 

ur tellin' me u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor 

xx.

Nakaupo ako sa front row, kumakanta kasi si Jiro sa stage nakangiti siya sa mga taong nakikinig sakanya pero alam kong malungkot siya marahil yung iba pwedeng niyang lokohin, lokohin na masaya siya, lokohin na hindi siya naasasaktan. ibahin niya ako kasi kahit masakit alam ko na mahal parin niya yung ex girlfriend niya.

Simula nung tumira ako sa bahay niya, lagi nalang siya malungkot, minsan nga lang tumawa yan eh, minsan lang din magsalita siguro kasi inisip niya na mundo niya si krisha 

Ganon naman talaga hindi ba? minsan akala mo yun na yung taong para sayo ginawa mo lahat para mag stay siya sa paraan na akala mong tama pero hindi talaga eh, may mga bagay na kahit gano mo kahigpit hawakan talagang nakakawala nalang talaga. hindi dahil sa nagkulang ka ng bigay ng pagmamahal siguro, pwedeng hindi kayo para sa isa't-isa. ganon lang kasimple.

xx.

don't wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more 

u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door 

don't wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things 

that hurt so bad to where we both begin to cry 

dont wanna try don't wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road 

don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more 

tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love

xx.

*FLASHBACK*

"Di ako makatulog!! nakakainis"

napatingin ako sa garden na nakikita mula sa bintana pababa ng sala ng makita ko si

"Jiro?" Bulong ko sa sarili

It's really him. I saw him outside the door talking with a girl and then i realize he's already crying, as if he's begging.