우리 함께하는 매순간 봄날입니다
Thank you for existing in my life
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"It's been a few months, why I don't receive any letter from her yet?" Namjoon mumbles, staring his paperwork on the table.
"Hyung, still thinking about that girl?" Jimin walks passing Namjoon's bedroom, and stops his move, turning his way back to namjoon's room.
"Erm....maybe she is busy but...I just feel like something's wrong. Something's bad probably happened." Namjoon says.
"Then I think we should check twitter or fancafe..maybe we will get some news from there." Jimin suggests.
Namjoon thinks for a while and nods, Jimin gets up from the chair, "I will back to my room to get my phone."
After Jimin goes out, Namjoon raises his phone and open twitter.
Namjoon and you don't have any relationship at all. Just, an idol to his fan. But Namjoon has remembered you for a long time because you will always write fan letters and tell him how your life goes and what is your problem. You also tell what you want and always encourage him in the letters and send them to him. Therefore, Namjoon will always look forward to receive your letters to him. But, it has been 3months he doesn't receive any letter from you. Normally if 3 months, Namjoon will get almost 20 letters. He only knows where you come from since you only write down your country in your letters without mentioning your name.
"Hyung" Jimin is back to Namjoon's room again.
So Jimin decides to check fancafe and Namjoon will check twitter. They hope they will find out anything or news in the SNS. Namjoon really doesn't want to see any news in twitter because most of those will be bad news. He just hopes that he will find out you are fine and doing well in your life.
"Hyung where does she come from?"
"y/c"
After that, Namjoon searches for your contry fanbase, scrolling downwards.
Suddenly, a hashtag of a post in the fanbase gets his attraction.
' #ripouradorablearmy '
Again? He is shocked and hands shaking. He takes a deep breath, click into the hashtag.
'even life is hard but y/n-nim still goes hard through it. She's an adorable girl'
'She is a good army. She always shares her feelings towards our boys. rip wish you have a better life there.'
'Even though I don't know her but I guess she is a good person. God bless'
'She's an angel. Armys will always by your side whenever you are.'
Namjoon is shocked and looks at the fanbase's post. The admin doesn't say too much but only mention a username besides of blessing you. He clicks into the username who is mentioned. He finds a pinned tweet.
'Today my dear younger sister y/n had passed away due to an accident. She is A.R.M.Y and always mentions BTS in her life. She loves to smile and always believes in destiny. She told me she couldn't die yet if she hadn't seen BTS in real yet. Her goal in her life is going to the concert. And now, she did succeed her goal. But this angel left us. Please bless her. Let her know armys love her.'
In the post, there are your photo with your sister and your handwriting. Namjoon doesn't really wanna click the picture of your handwriting because he doesn't want that the handwriting is the one which he always reads. But he knows he has to confirm.
He takes a deep breath again, hesitating and finally clicks the picture.
"What...." Namjoon covers his mouth, his phone almost drops but he manages to hold it tightly. His eyes begin watery.
"H...hyung?" Jimin finds out Namjoon's emotion. Jimin looks at Namjoon then looks at his phone. Jimin stands up and gets the phone from Namjoon. He reads it and back to look at Namjoon with widened eyes
"h..hyung...is this girl..." Jimin shows Namjoon's phone to him.
Namjoon looks down for a long time, seems like thinking for his whole life, then nods.
"Ohmy....." Jimin sits back and covers his mouth too.
And Namjoon is silent. His glance stares at the content of your handwriting. For a long time
Is life worth living? Yes it is. Because I have you. I have Bangtan
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Im sorry that I did this sad story. I wrote this story because I'm curious of this. I have a habit of writing fan letters so I wonder what if I'm not here in future.
-series 1 starts.
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