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end of flashback

i sighed. i didnt want something to like this to happen again. yes, my father's a murderer. he killed taemin. he killed someone i adore a lot. he is just like my older brother.

i still can remember his last words for me, in a letter form.

dear saerah,

by the time you've seen this letter, im probably over in heaven looking over you. i knew this would happen to me, but no regrets for my beloved dongsaeng.

you think i don't know about what happened to you? why do you faint so easily? you did self-harm didn't you? you should stop doing all of those. i know you are stressed out, but don't do things like this. it is dangerous.

i also have a secret to tell you. and it is that, i like you. i really like you. i wanted to be with you. as your boyfriend. but i didn't want to confess, because i know you only treat me as a brother. it is okay, live your life.

here is my requests. i want you to stop self-harm, and find a guy that loves you. not for your look, but for your self. please.

love,
kim taemin