Kim Taehyung pov
"You are so ugly!" said Jin hyung. "You don't do anything for bangtan,you should just go!" other members keep throwing insulting words that make me smaller and smaller with every word they said.
"No.Stop,please!" I said. I refused to believe it, a lone tear traced down my face and just like that, I broke.loud and heavy sobs tearing from my throat but I still don't want to believe it.
"Go away!" With that I was jolted awake. I look around and realise it just a nightmare.
It's always the same nightmare again and again. No matter what I do its always the same. The words from nightmare never leave me when I'm awake. It follows me everywhere, stays deep in my mind. The thing that keeps me alive is the thought that the nightmare is not going to be real, I guess.
I keep replaying the scene where my second family keeps insulting me saying how worthless I am just like my own family that I tried to escape along time ago.
But after the nightmare, I will keep smiling. smiles that can hide my feelings. The fact that I'm dying inside. Other members don't know about my past and the existence of this nightmare and I want to keep it that way.
I'm still hanging on the promise that was made between BTS that we will stay together no matter what happens. I believe the nightmare will never come true, I hope.
I looked at my phone's clock and realised I still have 2 hours before we need to go practice our dances for an upcoming comeback. I tried to close my eyes hoping that I will fall into a dreamless sleep. After a few minutes I was comsumed by sleep. Lucky for me it was a dreamless sleep,
which rarely happened.
I will always keep smiling if that will make people happy and nott see my pain. I hope I can still smile again tomorrow....
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＼(￣▽￣)／yeah!!the first chapter after prologue..How was it??I hope you enjoy it...Thanks for your time.*bows 90 degrees* feel free to correct my grammar mistake...don't forget to give me a feedback or vote..no preasure tho..bubye..
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The smile that was ignored (KIMTAEHYUNGXBTS) (Completed)
Fanfiction'and He will continue to smile no matter how hurt He is' XKim taehyung centric fanficx This is not a boyxboy fanfiction.Its about their friendship..Please try to read it..It will get better.. [Under edit]
