Sometimes I feel like I don't have nobody.
Sometimes I feel like I don't have nowhere.
Not a place
Not a space,
Just a corner where no one can find me.
In the darkest corner of my soul where every time I try to let someone in, they show me why I shouldn't.
In the darkest corner of my soul when every time someone shines a light, they dim it.
WHY???😔😢😢
Like what do I have to do to prove I'm worth it?
What do I have to do to show I deserve it?
I don't have that person that I can get lost in.
Confide in, cry in, die in.
I don't have that person I can fall apart in front of and they'll fix me up again.
I don't even have a best friend, male or female.
I'm no longer trusting of people and how they handle me.
I'm a fragile package to be handled delicately.
Some people don't know how to handle precious things.
My heart has been beating in my body for years, but it's as delicate as a new born baby's first seconds of life.
If you wouldn't harm that baby, WHY harm me?
Oh I get it, I should be used to this kind of thing.
I just want to disappear into this earth whether you believe it's flat or round.
I just want to dissipate into the ground.
I'd rather be lost and not found since that's what I am.
Just go away, leave me alone.
Let me cry, I'll be alright.
I just want to be alone.
I always am.
Alone.
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A Woman's Emotions
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