Dear Diary...

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Dear Diary,
WHY do they call you that?
Who made up that name?
I don't know, but I'm bored.
I guess after this I'll look up the origin.
Anyway...
Dear Diary,
I'm emotional today.
Not myself it seems.
I'm back in that deep blue sea...
And you know I can't swim...., well literally and figuratively.
I was crying today and I don't know why.
I kind of do, but I don't want to face it.
God I can't erase this.
Is there any way to replace this?
Rename this?
I'm in pain.
Not physically.
I think emotionally.
My spirit is weak and I'm trying to be strong.
How, do you know a good way for me to let go and move on?
I've stuck it out..as much as I could.
Well, I guess not because you're just a book.
I write my stories in you like the Notebook.
Sometimes I'm weak.
Sometimes I fall asleep writing;
Telling you the things I need you to know.
I drip tears on your pages.
But you told me that's OK.
And that's how you know what my rage is...my sadness.
I guess I'll get over it.
Whatever it is you'll see.
But knowing you and knowing me, I'll be back once again writing...
Dear Diary, ...

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