365 Days with EXO

Chapter 6

“Anong tingin mo sakin, mangkukulam hah? Kainis ka naman! Alam mo yun? Saka, lintik lang Luhan, akala mo ikaw lang nakakaramdam niyan? Of course you don’t know! You’re too uptight for you to care on others. You frustrate me, too. My head’s in tumult since you came! How dare you to ask na anong ginawa mo sakin!” singhal ko pabalik sa kanya.

“I’ve been in trouble for many times. But I’ve never been this frustrated since you came, Franj. Never been this shiz.” For the third time, he punched the wall again. “Franj, I don’t like you seeing you half my way. I don’t want you meddling with my affairs. I don’t want you in my life! Okay na ko sa gulong ‘to eh, pero dumating ka, gumalo lalo.” He said with a great anger in his voice. Yung parang sa tono niya ako na ang pinakaayaw niyang tao. “You are treading on my ego.”

I felt offended, shiz! I felt a tear fell on my cheek. I bit my lip to stop myself from sobbing. I’ve never been this cry-baby, I’ve never been this weak.. Pero bakit pagdating kay Luhan, agad nagbabago ang emosyon ko?

“If that’s what you want, Luhan, sure, I’ll get rid of you. Just don’t blame me if we happen to met halfway. Sorry ah? I didn’t mean to mess up with you” I wiped my tears out, sighing deeply to avoid crying. Then, I started walking away from him pero nakakatatlong hakbang palang ako nung naramdaman kong niyakap niya ako mula sa likod.

And there, I started to sob..

“Pero Franj, kahit anong gawin kong pagtaboy sayo, di ko parin mapigilang di lumapit sayo.” He said as he rest his head on my neck.

“Baliw ka ba, Luhan? Matapos mo akong sigawan? Yayakap yakapin mo ko?” I removed his hands to free myself from him. Hinarap ko siya.

“Baliw na ata talaga ako.” Then, he sighed.

Patuloy lang sa pagdaloy ang mga luha ko, humihikbi na rin ako. Bakit ba kasi ganito siya. He’s a push and pull guy. He’ll pull a button then suddenly he’ll pull you and do sweet gestures.

“Sorry.” He said. With that, may lalo akong naiyak. Kahit ako na-oOA-yan na sa sarili ko. Bwisit.

I covered my face with my palm so that he won’t see my tears. But no use, nakita na niya e.

“Kainis ka Luhan, bakit ka ba ganyan hah? Anong klaseng ugali meron ka? You’re too selfish, gusto mo ikaw lang ang galit, gusto mo ikaw ang tama, gusto mo ikaw ang lam---“

But before I could end my sentence he enveloped me in his arms. Natigil ako sa pag-iyak nung naramdaman kong hinigpitan niya pa ang yakap niya sakin..

“Believe me Franj, di ko matantiya ugali ko. Pero pagdating sayo, lumalambot agad ako.” He caressed my hair and I felt that he kissed it.

I want to hug him too pero nasaktan pa din ako sa mga sinabi niya kanina. Di ako ganun kalambot para bumigay agad sa kanya. Pero sige, pagbibigyan ko siya sa yakap niyang ‘to.

His hug went so right. I felt like I was never hug before. I feels like I’m in my haven. I’m home, I’m right here where I belong.

We were interrupted nung may biglang suminag sa gitna namin. Napalayo kami sa isa’t isa. Sobrang liwanag to the point na di ko na siya makita. Napatingin ako sa necklace ko, umiilaw na naman ito. Pero bakit sobrang liwanag ngayon?

Nung naglaho na yung liwanag, nakita ko yung tattoo niya sa kamay, umilaw din ito. Nagulat kami sa nangyari, napatingin kami sa isa’t isa nung nagstop na sa pag-ilaw yung tattoo niya. Puno ng mga katanungan ang mga mata namin. Bakit umilaw ang tattoo niya, may mission din ba siya tulad ko?

Nagtitigan lang kami ni Luhan, no one dared to talk, shocked padin kami sa nangyari. But we went back to reality nung biglang may lalaking dumating..

He looks like he went all the way here by running. He’s panting went he went near to us.

“Luhan, nag-aaway na naman sila.” The guy said while catching his breath. Agad kong narecognize ang lalaking ‘to. Sya si Lay, oo. Siya yung naggitara nun.

Nagpanic si Luhan sa sinabi ni Lay, he stormed out, but before he could entirely walk out, he talked to me.

“Franj, wag kang susunod. Ayokong nakikita mo kong nakikipag-away ako.” He said.

Bababa na sana siya pero napansin niyang di sumusunod si Lay sa kanya. “Lay, anong ginagawa mo dyan? Tara na!” sigaw niya rito.

“Hah? Sasama ba ako?” tanong nung inosenteng Lay.

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