4th Avenue

XIII

" you know daddy loves you so much right from the moon and back your mommy loves you to she just dont know it yet watch she'll see's you and she'll love you as much as i do " i woke up to the deep sound of king and the cool air nipping the skin of my growing stomach i looked up at king and seen him rubbing small circle on my stomach " what are you doing your ass is weird " he rolled his eyes and smiled " for your information i was talking to my child the books say that its good to talk to the baby so they can make a connection with you while in the womb " i sighed and avoided his gaze i honestly avoid anything that had to do with this baby at any cost but i knew i had to talk to him about the situation sooner or later " king listen i dont know if i want keep this baby " he stared at me i cant explain how he looked at me because he never looked at me like that before but it was similar to the way everyone at school looked at me disgusted " kyra dont play with my emotions like that you promise me you would keep this baby "

i shook my head " king i had said i wouldnt get abortion not give the baby for adoption give the baby to a go home where someone will love them and is able to provide for them " he got off the bed and stood over me " kyra are you dumb you and i both know how fucked up the system is when we were there a little girl got beat up for saying shes hungry you really want this for our kid " i couldn't hold my anger anymore " that the damn thing king this isn't our kid king its one of those grown ass men that were lined up to fuck me kid not yours so don't act like i just don't want to keep this kid for no damn reason" he looked at me and picked me up by the collar of my shirt " answer a question for me if you had lost your memory how do you know there were multiple men huh kyra i swear if you lie to me kyra your lucky you ass is pregnant" i swallowed a lump in my throat trying to keep my self from crying " i got my memories back a couple of days after i got out the hospital " he let go off my collar " sit your ass done and tell me everything now "

After i had told him the whole story he was shaking i tried to touch him to calm him down but he just moved my hand he got off the bed and put on his shoes and grabbed his gun from rhe dresser draw " where are you going king please don't leave " he ignore me and put on his coat and turned to look at me " stay your ass here don't leave if i find out you left and put my child and harms way its your ass ill have jeremiah bring you everything you need so there is no reason you should be leaving this house " after he had said that he had left slamming the door behind him i flinched at the sound

it was now 2 in the afternoon and Jeremiah had not came and i was hungry and there wasn't in the house besides some stale ass bread and ketchup and other unnecessarily shit i couldnt eat i called him for the tenth time but it went straight to voice mail once again i gave up and put on my shoes and jacket grabbing money from a the stash i kept from when ever king tried to slip me money i had left my apartment and went down the first flight of steps and i seen jeremiah laying on the steps lifeless holding his side i ran to my side " no no jeremiah come on get up " he didn't answer me i had put my head to his chest and his heart beat was barely there but i heard it faintly thud against his rib cage i grabbed my phone out my phone jacket and called king but it went straight to voice mail i knew he wasn't going to answer but i had to try so i called his right hand man Red on the first ring he had answer'

whats the problem ky "

'i need you to come now jeremiah siting on the steps fucking bleeding to death so you and kings ass got five minutes to get here for i call the cops starting right fucking now "

i had hung up and took off shirt and carefully took his hand off his side and tied my shirt tightly around his waist to temperately stop the bleeding then i had put my jacket back on and zipped it up all the way to hide the fact i did have a shirt on under

a minute later Red and king come running up the steps with three other guys two of them had picked jeremiah up and started bringing them up stairs had and the other had started cleaning up his blood "is he going be ok " king ignored me and whispered into Red ear and Red nodded and left then brought his attention to me " what the fuck was you doing out the house " i scoffed and laughed at his way to be my father and i didnt like he couldnt answer my question but could throw questions my way so i turned around and went up the stairs and shut the door behind i head his foot steps thud behind me but i continued the journey to my room i heard him enter the house and folow me into the room i found me a shirt " kyra turn your ass around now!" i turned around and looked at him with a bored expression "i got to put on my shirt jeremiah kind of got mine around his wounded body so do you mind " he did that ugly face he always does when he gets mad " i dont give a fuck what you got do kyra " i shrugged my shoulders and unzipped my jacket letting it fall to the floor and put on my shirt king looked at me with surprise face

" listen king i dont know who the fuck you think you are to me but you are no where near my father alright if you want to keep this baby and raise it as your child so be it then nigga but dont act like your my father give me a little respect for the so called mother of your child now like i was doing before your friend wanted to decided to ruin my plans i'm hungry you know what never mind your child is hungry now go get us something to eat "babydaddy" " after that i had dropped my pants and pulled the shirt over my butt and hopped in bed

sorry guys this chapter sucked but im to tried to fix it