4th Avenue

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The whole world had stopped around i drowned out the sound of king talking not wanting to hear this anymore he bent in front of me holding my face in his hand i shook off his hand off my face which made me catch the last part of king's sentence it seem like it was his favotite thing to say now a days" kyra we can do it together ok i'm here for you alright " i shook my head i stood up walking towards the door ' where are you going kyra " i didn't answer him and slammed the door behind me he knew not to follow me knowing it would bring more stress to me like last time when we got into that big argument that ended me up in the hospital i sighed leaning up against the door breathing heavy i couldn't keep this baby it's been 5 months since i found out about this baby and since then it haven't done nothing but give me hell everyday i get tormented by everyone at school everyday and me being pregnant i can't do much to protect myself without harming the baby and these stupid ass teachers don't do shit i'm just another statistic to them and ain't gonna be shit but a single mother so they had turned a blind eye to what everyone does to me for the past couple of months i been trying gain back my memories of the day i got kidnapped but i can't the doctor said not to rush it sometimes amnesia just need something familiar to trigger my memory coming back i must've not been paying attention because i bumped into someone i catching myself from falling and looked up at the person "andre" after the name left my lips all memories started to flood in like a wave i held my stomach protecting the my baby from the monster in front of me he looked at me with bloodshot eyes and smirked at me take a toward me making me trapped between the wall and him he looked down at my growing belly and his smirked deepened " i see we left a present in your ass huh tell me something boy or girl huh i hope it's a girl i hope and she as sweet as her mom " he kissed the side of my neck rubbing one of his fingers over my belly i shivered froze in place " we should let me get some again i know you because while was ramming into you last time i heard your soft ass moans they were sexy as hell maybe you can do them for me again this time you'll be awake" he laughed at my reaction and glided his fingers down neck to the opening of my v-neck " aye dre let her go man " both me and andre turned and seen damon standing at the open door of the apartment complex letting cold winter air glide over my warm skin causing me to shiver from the sudden cold air andre laughed shaking his head pushing his body of mine pointing at damon " nigga you being captain save a hoe again gonna get your ass beat your lucky your ass family cuz i would have been beat you ass " i dont remember hearing them being related knowing that made my stomach hurt andre shook his head one more time before giving me a once over and going into his house slamming the door in process making me flinched i looked at damon with a disgust look remembering what he did to me he looked at my belly i looked down seeing that my shirt had lifted up a little i pulled it down over my growing baby bump he open his mouth before he got the chance to say anything i ran up the stairs to my grandmothers and slammed the door behind me now that remember i can tell king about what happen but i didnt understand why would they come here knowing king comes here and knowing i would tell him i don't like the smell of this i had keep it to myself till i knew what was going on i went into the kitchen king was asleep at the kitchen table i walked over to the table and i ran my finger his curl head of hair i know i was stressing him out he may not say it but i see it he don't get full night of sleep anymore just to make sure i'm comfortable and he barely eats i can tell he doesn't eat that much he just watches me eats maybe take one or two bites then he done i think he blames himself for me getting kidnapped and pregnant and if he knew the real reason he would definitely blame himself i shook him awake and guided him to the king sized bed he place in my room a couple months ago since i would complain of my back hurting all the time and since he was sleeping there it made sense to get a bigger bed he laid down i got in beside him before my shoes of he pulled me close to him nuzzing his face in my neck i knew he was awake by the way he was breathing " king you know it's not your fault right that i was kidnapped and got pregnant " he stayed quiet i just continued " i need you get better you can't blame yourself ok i know you had made a promise to my mom to keep me safe but everything that happens to me is not your fault alright" he still stayed silent and scooted down so his ear was to my belly feeling the baby move around i played with curls in comfortable silence ok I'm sorry I just need a time out from this book and took to long sorry I was busy with my other stories