theirs OK in brOKen
lie in BeLIEve
truth behind scars
Even the ones nobody sees
pain in the smiles
silent screams no one hears
hidden scars no one sees
but those are the ones
that hurt us the worst
the things we do
the shit we say
to get ourselves through the day
i hide my pain
to not explain
whats deep inside
i'm sick of it taking everything out of me
just to get through each day
i cant keep pretending
that everything's alright
i'm falling apart
from the inside out
happy for a little while
then something goes wrong
bright sunny days
turn to dark grey skies
depression and anxiety
changed me forever
i am not who i used to be
i am in a darker place now
stuck in our heads
day after day
drowning
but standing on land
being swallowed by darkness
but in a rainbow
i think i am worthless
that i cant do anything right
after everything i have done
its never good enough
after everything that's happened
all the heartbreak and lies
saying never mind
no really i'm fine
after all the lies
stabs in the back
heartbreak and loss
and friends that never last
everyone leaves in the end
then maybe i can keep walking forward
not even glancing back
then i'll be alright
but it wont be tonight
YOU ARE READING
my inner feelings
Poetrypoetry written when I feel down or filled with joy depressed or just plain bored my inner thoughts run wild taking over my body and heart scars on my body pain in my heart why couldn't you just let go now I am just sitting in the dark
