"THE LOVER"(더 러버)

CONFESSIONS 고백 P.2

"Life is long and so the regrets" she said before leaving

We went upstairs to the rooftop

"I honestly don't know what am I doing here if you have something to say do it or I'm going" I crossed my arms angrily

" I'm glad that you came here. I didn't thought you'll do it"' he smiled sadly

He looked skinny, tired and less tanned

" You know it hurts when you realized you are not as important as you thought you'll be. It makes me wander if you actually did love me " I smiled bitterly

"I didn't go because I didn't love you. I did it because I couldn't love myself. I couldn't bare seeing you getting hurt again because of me. I couldn't give you a proper future" he yelled

"I didn't asked for it, you were the only thing I needed" I yelled

" Sometimes we have to make big mistakes to figure out how things actually work. Mistakes are the only way to find the reality. And my reality is that I can't stop loving you. I simply can't stop seeing you, missing you"He tried to approach me but I pushed him

"The sad part is that you can treat me however you want because you know I'll do anything for you at the end" I started crying

Is not that I don't believe him but I don't get why did I have to suffer.

"Without respect love is lost
without honesty is unhappy
without trust is unstable.
I never doubt yours or mine but I didn't have the confidence to stay by your side" he smiled sadly

"Love isn't about finding the perfect one is about realizing that imperfect person makes your life perfect. I don't need you to be famous, I don't care about that. I just want you that's all" I cried

"I'll give you my soul for your kiss
my eyes for your smile. My skin for your touch. My hand for your embrace. My heart for your love. And if that isn't enough I'll give up my life for yours. So Can you be mine again?" He looked so hurt

"I don't know how long will this last. For how long we'll love each other but it would be ok as long as my heart is yours" I jump to his arms scared

His warmth, his perfume, his embrace
He was my everything. I couldn't live without him

"I won't let you go again" He cried

"I'll kill you if you do that" I cried

We were walking to our house when Kai got a call, he jumped from excitement

"I WAS CHOSEN,I'LL BE WORKING WITH ZHANG YIXING PD. " He jumped

"CONGRATULATIONS. I DON'T KNOW WHO HE IS BUT I'M SO HAPPY" I hugged him

"Let's go home and celebrate. I'm hungry" He pushed me

"I'll make something for you" I smiled

"Dinner can wait" he smirked

Life is about trusting your feelings , taking chances, finding happiness, learning from the past and realizing everything changes.

I rolled around at night and saw your face then I thought you are back to where you were supposed to be.

#104: Xiumin's Pov