Believe

She's Getting To My Head

Sonic*

when we got home Tails went up stairs to his room and the others were at the nurses office so i was going to be alone for a long time. So i left the place and left the camp. I know i wasn't suppose to do this since what happened last time but i was really bored and i needed to talk to someone. I walked the mental hospital and walked up to the nurse.

Nurse: Sonic been a while

Sonic: here to see Rosy

Nurse: alright go ahead

I walked to her room

Rosy: hello Sonic heard about you and Shadow pity 

Sonic: shut up

Rosy: what are you doing here

Sonic: i don't know guess i wanted to talk

She sat on her white chair and looked at me

Rosy: oh really alright then talk

We started talking and we were laughing and other stuff until she said something

Rosy: why you two broke up?

I was silent. But i spoke

Sonic: he was selfish and wanted to be famous. He decided to lie about me being ill and then other stuff happen

Rosy: Mmmm i see and you still love him for everything he done to you

Sonic: i...uhhh i guess

Rosy: that's sad i mean you know he never going to love you but your still love him

She started laughing and she got up from her chair and walked to me. I felt a chill down my spine as she was walking in circles.

Rosy: Do something about it Sonic. Show him your not just something . Show him he made a big mistake playing you 

She went close to my ear. 

Rosy: "Blow" him up

She started laughing and i looked at her and smiled

Sonic: nice seeing you

I turned around and walked out. I went into the camp and this time no one was looking for me and i went inside the house and saw Shadow sitting on the couch with Rouge watching TV. They both looked at me i heard a mumble from Rouge and i felt my eye twitch. I started to remember what Rosy said.

Sonic: "Blow" his mind...

I ran out the my house and ran to Rouge, Amy and Blaze place and i knocked on the door. No one here. I walked to one of the window and broke it. I climbed into the house and looked around. I walked into the kitchen and turned on the gas and left the place. Rouge smokes sometimes. This will Blow his mind. I went back home seeing the same thing.

Sonic: Shadow a word

He looked at me and he rolled her eyes. I didn't have time for this and i felt my blood boiling.

Sonic: SHADOW I SAID A WORD ARE YOU DEFT!!!!

They both looked at me 

Rouge: i think ill go

She got up and left the house fast.

Shadow didn't say a word but got up and started walking to the stairs. I grabbed him and slammed him against the wall.

Shadow: Hey!!

Sonic: I'm tired of you ignoring me like i'm nothing and i had forgiven you for everything you did to me but no you keep on treating me like shit!

He said nothing but pushed me away and he ran to his room and locked his door. I ran after him and tried opening the door.

Sonic: Oh come on Shadow open the door!!

I started banging on it.

Tails: Sonic?

I turned my head seeing Tails looking at me.

Sonic: Stay in your room..

Tails: Sonic are you feeling ok?

Sonic: I SAID STAY IN YOUR ROOM!!!!!!!!!!!

I saw him jump and he ran into his room slamming the door. My eyes went back to his door and i smiled.

*Sonic*

All is forgiven baby! Come on, get dressed. You're my date to the pep rally tonight!

  You chucked me out like I was trash,
For that you should be dead—
But! But! But!
Then it hit me like a flash,
What if camp went away instead'
Those assholes are the key!
They're keeping you away from me!
They made you blind, messed up your mind
But I can set you free!

You left me and I fell apart,
I punched the wall and cried—
Bam! Bam! Bam!
Then I found you changed my heart and set loose all that truthful shit inside!
And so I built a bomb
Tonight your Rouge House is Vietnam!
Let's guarantee you'll never see her face again

I was meant to be yours!
We were meant to be one!
Don't give up on me now!
Finish what we've begun!
I was mean to be yours!

So when Rouge home goes boom with her little shit inside—
Pchw! Pchw! Pchw!
In the rubble of her tomb
We'll plant this note explaining why she died!

We, the students of Camp High
Will die. Our burnt bodies may finally get through
To you. Your society churns out slaves and blanks
No thanks. Signed the Students Camp High
'Goodbye.'

We'll watch the smoke poor out the doors.
Bring marshmallows,
We'll make s'mores!
We can smile and cuddle while the fire roars!

I was meant to be yours!
We were meant to be one!
I can't make this alone!
Finish what we've begun!
You were meant to be mine!
I am all that you need!
You carved open my heart!
Can't just leave me to bleed!

Shadow, open the—open the door, please'
Shadow, open the door.
Shadow, can we not fight anymore'
Please, can we not fight anymore'
Shadow, sure, you're scared,
I've been there. I can set you free!
Shadow, don't make me come in there!
I'm gonna count to three!

 One! Two! Fuck it! 

I open the door but Shadow wasn't in there. The window was open.

  Oh my God! 'No! Shadow!

Please don't leave me alone   

  You were all I could trust' 

I can't do this alone 

I dropped to the floor and hold my head. 

Sonic: She did this.....It was her Her HER!!!!!!!!!!!

i punched the floor. What have i done.