can you see me? ///m.g

chapter 19~melting eyes

Martinus pov//

I woke up with swollen eyes.

Today we would be going back home and I could finally see Emilie again and apologize.

I was so tired I hardly slept, not to mention it's 5 in the morning. We are leaving early so we don't hit traffic.

Hopefully I will see Emilie. I really need to make this right.

I tried texting her but everytime I wrote something, I just deleted it.

I must have done that every minute. What could I even say to her.

All I wanted was to tell her how I feel but she would never believe it.

Never.

We got in the car and I sat in the way back so nobody could bother me.

I closed my eyes and tried to sleep, I put on my music because that will help me sleep faster.

Ed Sheeran came on.

Emilie loves Ed Sheeran.

This is gonna be so hard.

~few hours later~

I woke up to find the car stopped.

We were all getting breakfast now.

It was 8.

We all got out and got some egg sandwiches and fruit to go.

Emma was bouncing around.

How did she have so much energy right now.

She was bugging me.

Emma-"Martinus pick me up! Pleaseeee."

Martinus-"No."

Emma-"Pleaseeeeeee."

Martinus-"I said no! Now go back in the car."

She looked at me with sad eyes.

Dad-"Martinus that wasn't nice."

Marcus-"Just because you messed up doesn't mean you have to be mean to everyone else!"

He snapped at me just like I snapped at everyone else this entire weekend.

Martinus-"Sorry Emma."

I walked back to the car and just sat and waited for everyone.

Tears fell down my face.

I just wiped my face and tried not to look sad in front of my family.

They all got back in the car.

I took small bites out of my sand which and tried not to be upset.

Dad looked at me in the car mirror.

Dad-"Martinus what's wrong?"

Martinus-"Nothing."

I said that almost inaudible.