Picture me in a hospital
The blood runs red and the bags are full of...
Oh it's terrible, makes me powerful
On and on there's still a song for me
I'm still around to sing it
Each man has a secret
To hide away
And never say, never know, and so it goes
Picture me in a hospital
The blood runs cold and hall are full of
Undesirables preaching parables
False alarm there's still a charm for me
Just wait and see
If each man had his freedom
And it was ours to say
How to behave, ho who's to say
So picture me in a hospital
Blood runs raw and the bags are full of
You're terrible and I'm invincible
Picture me in a hospital
The blood runs red and the bags are full of
It's hysterical, and it makes me powerful
False alarm there's still a song for me
I'm just about around to sing it
There's still a chance for me
And I'm still here singing
And so it goes
On and on and on and so it goes
And so it goes
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Ev is just over three weeks old now. I get to see her often along with everyone else.
Today I woke up feeling really sick and throwing up. Once again I was coughing up blood before my nose started to bleed. The doctor comes in and I get given some medication which helps a little but not much. They run some more tests and my doctor comes back with a frown on his face. He doesn't even have to say anything but I know it is bad news. I say "it's almost time isn't it"
He nods and says "I'm sorry Sophie"
I nod and asks "how long do you think?"
He says "I don't really know at this rate it may be a few days more or less but I would say from what I can see a week or two"
I say "thank you for everything you have done for me"
I write another letter to Evanora and then I start preparing myself mentally for the goodbyes I have to make.
In the next few days I manage to say goodbye to everyone, they knew it would come. We all want to be ready so we left nothing left unsaid as we didn't want to miss out on the chance.
Casey brings in Evanora and we talk and I hold Ev and get some photos. We say goodbye when I start to feel tired and they leave.
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Troubles Of My Life ✔️
Teen FictionThey say everything happens for a reason, well can you tell me the reason for what happens in my life. This is the story of how my life went from good to bad and slowly back to good again before spiralling downhill. Don't want to give away the book...
