Stay

2.5

I wake up this morning, my face is stiffened from how much I cried last night. Connor lays beside me, mumbles something and pulls me in closer to his bare chest.

I just got the news that my mother's been diagnosed with an aggressive lung cancer, and she will die. But I was about to go home anyways tomorrow.
To get to know that my mother can die in a week, a month, a year, two years? It just breaks my heart because I love my mother so much. I wonder how my father got the news, I hope he's okay.

Connor's eyes flutter open.
"Go back to sleep bunny." He mumbles and pulls me in closer to his chest.
"I'm hungry, can we eat breakfast?" I ask. He opens his eyes again, giving me a small smile and nods.

We get down to the kitchen to get food and then we sit down in the living room couch and watch some random television.
"I'm gonna miss you." I say. Connor lets out a unsteady sigh and gives me a sad smile.
"I'm gonna miss you so fucking much." He says and hugs me tightly.
I turn around and smile at him. I lean in to kiss him, he kisses me back and his hands makes it way down to my waist. I turn us around so he's on top of me, and his kisses makes its way down to my neck. I pull on his shirt and let out a quiet moan. His fingers makes its way down to my shirt and pulls it over my head, leaving me in only panties, then he leans in to kiss me again. I grab his shirt and pulls it clumsily over his head, revealing his toned abs. After that I let my hands go back around his neck, playing with the small strands of his hair.
I grab his grey sweatpants and pull them down and he throws them on the floor.
He leans in and kisses me softly, going down to my neck and to my collarbone, leaving small love bites on my neck and collarbone. His hands goes down to my undergarments and pull them down my legs and I throw them on the floor, and pull down his boxers. He hovers back over me and kisses me, placing his "friend" on my entrance and pushes himself inside me. I let out a gasp, digging my nails into his back, letting out a moan. He kisses me and lets it go down back to my neck.
"I love you so fucking much." He sighs and lets out a groan in pleasure.
"I- I love you too." I stutter and lets out another moan.

2 PM
Connor and I cuddle in the couch, completely naked only a luxury blanket covering us so we won't freeze. But that's the thing, I feel completely comfortable being naked with him. I let my head rest on his chest, drawing small circles on his bare chest.
He pulls me closer, kissing the top of my head.
"Are you hungry?" He asks, and I nod.
"Can we just order pizza?" I ask and he nods, reaching for his phone that's on the glass table.
"What do you want?" He asks.
"Kebab pizza." I say and smile.
"Sauce?" He asks.
"Mild sauce would be amazing." I say and he nods, smiles and dials the number to the pizzeria.
"Hello, one large kebab pizza with mild sauce." He says.
"Yeah, thank you." He continues.
"Bye." He says and hangs up the phone.
"They'll come with the pizza in 15 minutes." He says and smiles.
"Good." I say and smile, laying my head back down on his chest.

The doorbell rings and Connor groans, getting up putting on his boxers and his sweats and gets down to pay the pizza guy.
"Thank you." I hear Connor say and the door closes and he comes back up with a really big box pizza.
"Wow." I say, sitting up from the couch, covering myself with the blanket.
"Here." He chuckles and throws me his tshirt. I grab it and pull it on, reaching for my underwear that's still on the floor and pull them on.
He puts the pizza box on the glass table in front of me and I open it, letting the scent of deliciousness into the air.
"It smells so good." I sigh and Connor lets out a chuckle.
"Let's dig in." He smiles at me and sits down beside me, taking a slice.
"Wanna see a movie?" He asks with his mouth full of pizza.
"Yeah, can't we see Trainwreck?" I ask and he nods, taking up Netflix.
"Amy Shumer huh?" He asks and I nod.
I take a slice myself and roll it up, pushing it into my mouth. Connor looks at me and laughs.
"Good?" He asks and I nod.

5 PM
I have to be at the airport at 8 PM, because my flight goes at 11 PM. I look over at Connor, who's standing looking out over the clothes in his closet. I see how his back muscles flex as he looks over his clothes.