When Thugz Cry | DISCONTINUED

01 | Life Is A Bitch

August

Let me tell you all something. Let me tell about this thing called life. This thing called life is just a bitch. She'll fuck you and leave you high and dry. She don't care about being fair. I'm always thinking. These are basically my every day thoughts.

Everything ain't all peaches and cream. You gotta fight to survive especially when you out here in New Orleans. It's kill or be killed my nigga. People dieing every day. It ain't no age limit. People getting gunned down by cops every other day. But the real question is, Who is policing the police? It's sad to say but I feel like we back in the 1980s and I wasn't even born back then.

You gotta get it how you live. Survival of the fittest is what it's all about out here in the NOLA. I went from a hustler to a thug. I wasn't born one but my circumstances made me one. I'm heartless. I don't give a fuck about nobody but myself. These streets turned me into a cold hearted thug.

I didn't have a choice because if I did I wouldn't have chosen this life. This is a life I wouldn't wish upon my worse enemy and I have a hell of a lot of them.

When your own mama puts you out to fend for you self out here in these streets just so she can take of her drug addict husband, you don't have a choice but to find a way to survive. I didn't have a choice. The streets chose me and I guess I chose them too.

I haven't talked or seen my mama since the day she put me out at the age of 16. I came back down here to New Orleans because I couldn't stay up there in Houston.

You gotta be very cautious when you out here in these streets. Number one rule, don't trust nobody and I mean nobody. Even somebody you been close with for years will kill you over some money or over some pussy that probably been ran through by so many niggas.

I can honestly say have I have come a long way. When I first got into the game my homie, Cordell, taught me everything I needed to know about being in the game. He taught me the pros and cons. Everywhere you saw him, you saw me. I still have some the pictures of me and him before he died.