My best friend raped me (BoyxBoy)

Chapter two

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Chapter 2

Hanne’s (pov)

(Last night)

RING, RING

I woke up almost falling out of bed. I got out of bed looking for my phone. “Where is it?” I said aloud as if someone would answer me. My room was pitch black, so I waited for it to ring again.

RING, RING

“There” I dove into my pillows, and pulled up my hunk a junk phone. “It’s Victoria” I said to myself before eagerly answering” Hello sweetie” I started getting dressed just in case it was an emergency.  “Hi….Hanne’s” I got this bad feeling. Something inside me told me it was a bad idea to pick up the phone. “Victoria is something wrong?” Worry shot through me, what if she was… pregnant. My eyes went wide. I just shook my head and told myself not to think that way.

“Hanne’s... I’m sorry…”Her voice trailed off, now I was worried. Maybe I was right, Or maybe something worse. “Has anything happened?” I asked carefully dreading her answer.  I could hear her take in a breath. “I’m breaking up with you.” She said in a calm voice. But before I could say anything she hung up. My head was blank. I stood by the side of my bed, still holding the phone to my ear. Waiting for her to say it was a joke. Even though she had hung up, and dumped me. How could I still be hopeful?

I now felt the major impact of it all just hitting me. I sat on my bed and curled myself into a ball, tears running down my face. “Why….why?” I said out loud before I started furiously sobbing. That night it felt as if time had stopped, I don’t know when I had fallen asleep. I just know that I had cried myself to sleep.

(Today)

I couldn’t even go into school. I stood and looked at the big glass doors of our school; this school was pretty big, well for me it was. I had only ever been to small schools. But this school had about five hundred students and for me that was huge. And in this school was the girl I loved…. But she had dumped me so now this was nothing but a hell for me. I couldn’t stand looking at the doors anymore knowing that me and her and went through them. My eyes started tearing up again. My stomach hurt and I felt like puking. I went over to a trashcan, and hid myself .I didn’t want anybody seeing me. Especially not like this.

I had probably been there for about thirty min, crying my eyes out.  “Hello is someone there” a voice that sounded familiar said. I panicked; I can’t let anyone see me like this. I thought before I said angrily. “L-Leave me alone” I had yelled it out sobbing even more, no this was no good. It had only made it worse. I heard whoever it was walk even closer. I dreaded the moment he would see me. “Hanne’s what are you doing here?”

I looked up a little to see Joakim, standing in front of me. I started sobbing even more. I glared at him. Thinking; why hadn’t he left when I yelled at him! Why? I didn’t want anyone seeing me….. Especially not him.

I starred at his face. Just in case if he thought that I looked disgusting. But nothing. Just worry covered his face. I started telling him what happened. But before I could finish I burst into another fit of crying. This time grabbing my hair and pulling with all my might. The pain felt good too, it released some of the pain that I still had. Before I could do anything more, a pair of arms wrapped around me. Hugging me. Holding me.  My heart beat was racing, I had never felt this safe in anyone’s arms before, and it…it was soothing.

“J-joakim” I said, staring at his face. “Look I’m sorry about everything, if you need someone I’ll be there” I couldn’t help but look at him confused, was he blaming himself for this? I was shocked, this was the first time I had ever seen him like this. He looked at me. Probably seeing my confused face he suddenly started nervously shifting, but still holding me.

“Uh I mean that I’m there for you, if you need help that is…….” He said scratching his head.  His face becoming red.  I stared at him for about a min, before my lip went up in a smile which made me start laughing. “That was so cute!” I said laughing even harder.  His face becoming even redder, he was seriously red as a tomato.

“It’s not cute” He snapped at me. I just kept on laughing. He then tried to glare at me, but failed miserably. He got up, and I felt a little sad that he had let go. “Can we go to class now, I’m already late!” Joakim said then reaching out a hand, for me to grab. I looked at his hand; sighing in my head I grab it. I feel new tears welling up as I walk to school.

I walk towards the big glass doors; suddenly I feel a warm hand on my shoulder.  I turn around to see Joakim smiling at me. “Don’t worry you’ll be ok” I feel a little relaxed and nod at him. Then we both walk through the doors.

(The ending of school)

All day I was staring out the window. I didn’t go out to meet my friends, I ignored the teachers. I just felt so lost, and something that was even more confusing, was that half the day I was thinking about Joakim. “What’s wrong with” I said aloud. I didn’t care about the curious looks; I got from people passing by. I didn’t care about anything anymore.

I was about to leave school when I hear voices fighting. “That is none of your business Joakim!!!” It was Victoria. My heart sank; I felt my tears well up again. “How could you do that to Hanne’s, He’s completely crushed! And since he’s my friend of course it’s my business!” I was stunned, especially since I’ve never seen Joakim, care so much……about me.

 I hid behind a wall eavesdropping. “Hah! You call yourself his friend, but you are hardly even there for him.” Victoria’s voice was cold as ice; it sent shivers down my spine. I’ve never heard Victoria this pissed the same for Joakim. Those two are usually calm. I peeked around the corner, and saw Joakim he’s face was red with what I was presuming anger. And then I looked a little further to see Victoria. She just stood there, looking as calm as always.

My heart started beating really fast from seeing her again. I clenched my t-shirt and continued to watch.

“He is worthy of someone better then you! You fucking bitch.” He spat at her, before he turned away and started walking. “Oh my God!!” She said, a smirk covering her lips. Joakim stopped and turned around. “What?” He asked in a spiteful way. Her face twisted into ugly grin before she said. “Your homo for your best friend.” Before I knew it, I dove in front of Victoria, protecting her from a pissed off Joakim; with fist he hit my face.

I tasted blood in my mouth and a sharp pain on my cheek. I stumbled. He surly could throw a punch I thought. Tears started falling from the pain, not the pain from the punch, but the look on Joakims face. He stared at me with betrayal.  I didn’t look at Victoria but I could feel the hate emanate from her. She walked away with angry strides.  Joakim looked at me his face blank so I couldn’t read him. He opened his mouth and said “Why?” After that he turned around and walked away.

It felt as though my heart had just broken into billions of pieces, I just fell to the ground tears falling, thinking “why, why does this have to happen to me!”

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