Jay's POV
I knock on the door and Erin of all people opens it.
"Jay I'm uh glad your here." She says
" I'm just here to see Hank." I say
" Actually me and Kelly texted you from his phone..." she says
" YOU DID WHAT!" I yell
" We texted you because we were wondering if you would check on Kelly's dog whilst we go on vacation." She says
" Umm sorry but fuck to the no." I say before turning and walking away.
I get back in my car and drive back to my apartment when I turn my car off I break down crying. I can't take this anymore, I just can't. I get out the car and walk upstairs to my door. When I get there I see Hank waiting outside.
" Oh umm hey Hank what are you doing here." I say trying to cover up that I was crying.
Hank's POV
I am waiting outside of Jay's door when I hear someone behind me. I turn around to see Jay right there.
" Oh umm hey Hank what are you doing here." He says obviously trying to cover up the fact that he was just crying.
" Hey Jay, I think we should have that talk now." I say
" Umm ya come right in." He says
We walk into his living room and sit on the couch.
" So what did you want to talk about." He says
" Look I'm gonna get straight to the point, I know you are depressed and I know you are not eating or sleeping and I know it because Erin and Kelly are dating." I says
" Um I'm not d depressed." He stutter
" I know you are, now please kid let me help you." I says
As soon as I says that he breaks down in my arms crying. He cries and cries until He can't anymore. He sits up, look at me and tells me everything.
" I um I'm very depressed and I haven't eaten or slept in 2 weeks and yes it is because of Erin and Kelly. I can't look at them and be happy for them because I'm in love with Erin. When Erin announced she was dating him, it felt like my heart shattered. I um started to uh cut last week because it got so bad. And I don't really care if I live or die anymore." He says
I reach for his arms gently and flip them over pushing up his sleeves. When I see the cuts I gasp and actually have tears in my eyes.
" Jay you can't keep doing this." I says
" no one cares, no one would care if I died." He says
" Jay I care, I care Jay I think of you like a son to me." I say
" You think of me like a a son n to o you." He says
" yes I do, and I really want to help you, so I'm gonna stay here with you watch you eat and make sure you sleep. I'm gonna make sure stress is to a minimum so you don't cut and I will make you want to live again." I say
" Thank you Hank that means a lot." He says
Once I say that I stand up and tell him I'm going to grab some stuff from my house and that I'll be back. I rush to my car, get in and drive to my house. When I unlock the door I see Erin and Kelly on the couch watching TV.
" Hey Hank." Erin says
I don't reply I just run upstairs pack some clothes and everything else I need and run back out the door to my car. When I get back to Jay's apartment, I get out and walk up, I open the door and see Jay laying on the couch fast asleep. I pick him up easily as not surprising he doesn't weigh a lot. I walk to his room lay him on the bed, take off his jeans and shirt leaving him in his boxers and pull the covers over him.
I walk into the guest room, lay down and fall into a peaceful sleep.
Jay's POV
When Hank left to go get clothes, I felt like a weight even if it was just a small one had been lifted off my shoulders. I just told Hank everything and he still loves me and cares about me and thinks of me like a son. I can't believe someone cares. I keep thinking for a while until I fall into a deep sleep for the first time in 2 weeks.
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Depression (Chicago PD)
FanfictionJay Halstead was hurt badly by Erin Lindsey and falls into a depression about it. A new person for him to love comes into the picture someone even he doesn't expect. Who is this person? Can Jay go back to normal? And can Voight save Jay before it's...
