Love will Never Die

It's Never the Right Time to Say Goodbye.

So, my anxiety is at an all-time high. 

I'm worried about her.

I'm worried about how she's feeling.

I'm worried about the condition she is in.

I know I shouldn't worry, and I have no doubt that God will bring her back to me. 

She's the woman I'm going to marry, so of course she's coming back to me.

Worrying= lack of faith.

I'll cast my burdens unto Jesus because he cares for me. 

He said He'll give my weary, burdened heart rest.

Lord my heart is so heavy, please give me peace. All I ask Lord is that Riele will be here with me. I pray that she's calling out to you for help as I am right now...please rescue her. 

In Jesus' Holy Name, Amen.

I haven't said a word ever since I found out she was missing.

My parents, my siblings, my friends, everyone wants to know how I feel. 

I could care less about how I feel...It doesn't matter what I feel.

All I can think about is when I last saw her...

Flashback:

I sat down next to her and opened my script.

"Wanna read through it together?" She asked.

"You know it." I took another sip of my drink.

"Hey Henry!" Riele chirped.

"Hey Char!" I smiled at her.

7 MINUTES LATER

"Oh! This is where the new character comes in! His name is Julian. " Riele pointed.

"Cool! Let's keep reading!" I grinned.

10 MINUTES LATER

"Then Julian asks me on..... uh...date..." Riele cleared her throat.

"A date?!" I got a closer look of the script.

"Uhm, yeah, that's what it says." She laughed nervously.

"Hmm...uh, keep reading." I looked off into space.

"Uh...ok." She pulled the script closer to her face.

A date? I mean I know this is acting...but what if it ends with a kiss? Riele kissing another guy? Even if it is acting, I would be uncomfortable...How could I not? I thought.

12 MINUTES LATER

"Uh...Let's call it a night, shall we?" Riele closed her script swiftly.

I blinked. "Sorry I lost track, what page are we on?"

"Uhhmm...I don't think it matters." She averted her eyes.

I lifted my brows. "Huh? What do you mean? We've been reading the script for 30 minutes now...all of a sudden the page we're on doesn't matter?"

"It doesn't matter Jace...I'm tired, let's go." Riele stood up.

I shot up. "Riele, what happened in the script? Don't beat around the bush, don't bend the truth-"