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I google his name.

I'm not sure why but I do, and I do it whilst crying.

Chills crawl down my spine.

'Shawn Mendes. Canadian singer/ songwriter who originated from the viral app vine. Mendes, who has been using vine since 2011 is very popular fo-'

I slam the laptop screen shut.

My body freaks out and shake uncontrollably.

How could this happen so quickly.

He left the day after Christmas, and didn't even tell me anything.

He's famous?

How did I not know?

I open my laptop again and I play a song called 'life of the party' and immediately freeze.

This was a sheet I had seen in his room.

I play one of his vines and freeze again,

That's his guitar I used.

I click a link to a news website.

'Shawn Mendes is seen running from fans with a mystery girl. Who is this mysterious beauty and why is she with Shawn Mendes?'

I get chills once again and suddenly feel like an idiot.

I never even noticed.

The next article was what hurt me the most.

'Shawn Mendes sets off for his first world tour December 26th'

I pull up my phone and message him.

My body stiffens as I get the reply I wasn't expecting

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My body stiffens as I get the reply I wasn't expecting.

My hands shake as I read the message.

'Don't count on it.'

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